Hello ladies. Just wanted to post a little something since it's been awhile. I've been stopping by and reading up on everyone as much as I can, but school has started for me once again and it has been a savior. I had a week off and was starting to let the bad vibes take over, now that school is here again and I'm buried in homework and research papers, I feel at least kind of normal again. I am still learning, but starting to see, that staying busy and continuing to live is the only way to survive this. For me, when I feel sad and don't want to leave the house or whatever, I start to feel bad for not doing anything too...with school back, I'm always doing something. I started making myself go with DH and DSS to cubscouts again a couple weeks ago (DSS gets upset when I don't go), now school is going again, and somewhere in there I just might start going back to Yoga class. I just want all of you to know that even if I'm not posting, I'm looking in, and thinking about you everyday. Sorry if it seems like I only show up when I'm feeling down. Thank you to everyone, I wouldn't have made it this far without you.