My m/c was in Dec of last year and I am still struggling to get my cycles back to normal so we can ttc again. I want another child so bad and the waiting is killing me. My dd loves babies and is so great with them. It hurts everytime I see her with someone elses baby. Her face just lights up. If we can get pg in the next month or 2, dd will be 4 when the next one is born.
It sounds dumb but I'm so bummed that they will not be closer together. I really wanted my kids closer than my sister and I were in hopes that they would be closer than we are.
Yesterday we were at a birthday party and a friend of mine was there with her 2 1/2 month old. We were due about the same time. I've only seen her once since her son was born, just to painful to see what should have been. I held her little boy yesterday for the first time and all I could think is I should have one of these right now.
I think things would be a lot easier if I could get pg. For one thing it would stop all of the questions: When are you having another baby? Aren't you about ready for a 2nd child? Alaina should have a little brother or sister. etc etc. If they only knew!
Sorry to vent, I'm just sooo frustrated and no one gets it