Well I did it, I went to pa to visit family. I broke down during the prayer and then while eating, but I excused myself and went into the bathroom to cry. I pulled myself together in 10 minutes and went back out. Don't get me wrong I had to take alot of extra xanax to feel normal but I made it. Today is different I woke up with a horrible headache and blurred vision I think it is going to be a migraine. Yuck if it isn't one thing it is another.
I hope you all had a good christmas, as best as it could be with your angels.
Thanks for the support