I haven't posted here since my last loss.
I have now had 3 miscarriages in a row.
6 weeks - Nov 2008
16 weeks - my daughter - 11th April 2009
10 weeks - 22nd August 2009
I got married last year 30th August 2008 and since then I have spent 32 weeks of the past year pregnant. I seriously can not keep doing this. I am taking a break. I am so so sick of either being miserable, depressed and just not enjoying life. I have a 3 year old daughter who needs a happy Mum.
I have had all the testing done after my second loss. Autopsy, blood tests, chromosones (Dh included), clotting disorder, Lupus and on and on. They all came back clear. The consultant even said to me that he would bet his last £100 that my next pregnancy would be just fine. He was wrong. I miscarried......again.
They are doing the same tests again for me in October and took away all the tissue i passed during my medical management of my last miscarriage. However I am not even interested in any answers at the moment. I just want to forget about the whole TTC for a long time. I don't even know 100% if I want to try again. After the first two losses I was desperate to try again straight away, but this time i feel very differently.
So I just wanted to hang out here a little and say "hi".