As this will be my last post here for a while, I just wanted to thank each and everyone of you for helping me try and cope with the loss of my Jamie. It was really nice being able to talk to others who understood exactly what I am going through. I did get some good ideas and i cannot wait to start on my memorial garden it a couple of weeks. You are all very special to me and i could not have gotten through the anniversary without your words of comfort. As soon as i am not as "screwed up" I will be coming back and hopefully with a better attitude. If any of you ever want to drop me a line my email is [email]email@example.com[/email]. Take Care and God bless each and every one of you. Love ya all!