I want to thank you all for all your well wishes, thoughts hugs and prayers they mean alot.
Well Dh flipped out today while talking to him. He told me to contact the redcross. I didnt even think about that, but i did it per his request. He will be home in 24-36 hours now and since the deployment is almost over and how he is reacting he has to contact REAR-D with right now a 75% chance he will not be returning to Iraq. It sucks that this is the reason he is coming home, but i am happy that he will be by myside. After how he acted today, he will definitly need to see a counsler and i am going to push it, i have never heard him break down as he did today. I was strong until i heard him and continued to be strong for us. it broke me down a little bit, but he doesnt know that and now i am busting my butt to get my house ready for him to come home to us. D&C is scheduled for next tuesday, i suspect the day of the d&c is when i break down and it becomes more of a reality.
Thanks again girls for all your support!