I had my second m/c back in July...it was a complete and utter shock when we went in @ 13 weeks and no heartbeat, prior to that there was no indication that anything was amiss. I had a D/C a couple days later and of course we were heartbroken.
I got a lot of support from this board at the time and I appreciate that very much.
Now the due date is getting nearer and it's all coming back. I think I'm just posting this to acknowledge the loss and remember my little one. I don't want to let myself go back to feeling so sad, but then I feel guilty if I don't allow myself to think about it...not sure if that makes any sense.
I guess in an odd way I still can't believe it happened, the whole thing just seems surreal in a way. When I think about it and I think OMG, I could be having a baby in a few weeks, it just crushes me.
Thanks for letting me post this. I knew you ladies would understand.