Wanna know why? Well, I'll tell ya'...
Last night, DH and I had a wonderful talk. And I'm realizing that while our losing our baby devastated us, it's also bringing us closer together and we're communicating better than we ever have. I'm not saying that every day is a bed of roses-- some days it's nothing but thorns and weeds. But there is a difference from how it was before and it's all good.
I've also started a journal of affirmation statements for myself. Each day, I write down what I'm feeling, whether it's sorrow or anger or happiness. I'm doing this because I'm perfectly within my right to feel whatever the heck I'm feeling at that moment. And doing so makes me feel stronger.
And... we decided last night, that once we get the okay from my OB, we're going to start TTC as soon as possible.