and I still think of my Lovebug on a daily basis. I often wonder what s/he would look like, how big s/he would be at birth, and what s/he would have grown up to be. I know that Lovebug is in a better place, but it still hurts that he isn't here with me. I know there is a reason s/he wasn't meant to be here on Earth, but I will never know why. I hope that s/he is smiling down on our family and knows how much we wanted him/her here with us.
I know this is late but I am sending hugs and prayers to you. My first and second loss were almost 4 years ago and I often wonder what he she would have look like at 2 1/2-3 years old. What they would have been like and how much it would be to hold them, love them and kiss them good night. I never find it gets any easier for me as my Husband of 8+ years and I have been struggling for our first..... I know someday it will happen but I find all this just so sad. I know my two losses are watching over your wee little one up in heaven.