and I still think of my Lovebug on a daily basis. I often wonder what s/he would look like, how big s/he would be at birth, and what s/he would have grown up to be. I know that Lovebug is in a better place, but it still hurts that he isn't here with me. I know there is a reason s/he wasn't meant to be here on Earth, but I will never know why. I hope that s/he is smiling down on our family and knows how much we wanted him/her here with us.