I got a call from my Dr. yesterday. My u/s is clear after my natural m/c on Wednesday. No D&C needed. Yay! Small blessings right. My HCG levels are still wierd so I have to get more bloodwork done on Monday to see if they are down by then. I'm assuming they will be becuase I have no idea what would happen if they weren't. I'm looking forward to the bleeding stopping. It's been going since Friday. Of course, it;s only spotting now but still. I hate the constant reminder. I'm trying to deal with the physical side of things still in hopes that once I'm done with the physical, I'll have enough time away from it that the emotional isn't so bad. I'm still on the why stage and I'm still angry. Sometimes, I have moments where I forget that I lost the baby and I think "I can't do that - I'm pregnant" and then I remember that I'm not. Those are the worst. I didn't realise that I had so many plans in my head. I don't feel guilty or like I did anything to cause this m/c and I guess that's good but I'm so sad. My hubby is going away for four days on the 21st. I'm terrified of being on my own for that long. Yesterday was my first day home alone all day and it was such a long day. Without any distractions it was hard. So far, I've been too busy to dwell but without him around, that's probably all I'll be doing. Thanks for letting me rant.