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(Joy passed from this world in March)
As Joy's due date came and went. I celebrated my best friends baby shower. I did really good. Considering the Shower was the weekend I was due. We joined in the fun and then left a little early. ( Back in August) Today my BF is in labor with a wonderful little boy named Micheal Brice. I am watching her daughter. I am excited for her. I really am. I love her and her family. I have my own kids. Its not like I am alone. My grief has come up again. How do I go to the hospital and hold it together? Noone understands. I keep thinking Joy would be 7 weeks now. And I don't have her.
How could I be so selfish?
Thanks for listening.