Well, we went to meet with the lawyer today, and he says that it appears the doctor/midwife/nurses did everything they were supposed to for Lance. I'm glad that it seems no one is to blame, but at the same time it brings back the feelings of "why did this happen?" I just feel upset all over again and I don't know why. I just hope this brings us some closure so that we can start to move forward. Of course I would get this news when my counselor is out of town for the week. Please bear with me...I feel like my thoughts are so scattered!