It has been awhile since I posted. I have been hanging out on the IVF board. I miss you guys a lot though. Update on me incase anyone was wondering. I am on the IVF wagon. I had an ultrasound done to see what is going on inside, I started BC pills (they like to take your cycle over) tomorrow I have a sono in which they inject saline into your uterus to see if everything really is clear and good to go. If it is I will have my frozen embryo transfer around May 14th. If it isn't clear I will have surgery sometime to fix whatever it is they see. I am very nervous and scared. I don't want to lose another child but I know I need to do this at least one more time. I really want to have a child. I am 33 and have none. I have 2 nephews and 1 niece. Two baby cousins and my husband has 2 Godchildren. But I want us to have our own. I am just scared, hopeful, nervous, excited and a lot of different emotions. I am sure it is all normal.
I still miss Rebecca and I always will. I still talk to her almost daily and she is always on my mind. I hope she knows that I don't want to replace her just to give her a baby brother or sister.
I hope everyone is doing as good as they can. I will check back from time to time.
Thinking of you all,