I didn't think this was really the right thread to post this as it has to do with the struggles I have faced with fertility and loss, and the subsequent decline of my r/ship. I have posted quite a long story on SEX AND RELATIONSHIPS "marital and partner issues". If you would like to go there I would welcome any advice/input. I have come here as you ladies are often so very wise and have offered me a lot of support over the last few months. As always I wish you all peace.