This is the week I would have been due with my lost babe. I haven't visited this board in a while, but I've been thinking alot about that baby these past few weeks.
I might come vent in this thread, if that's OK, this week. The baby was due on Feb 28 but passed in August at 11 weeks. Sometimes I wonder if I'll lose this baby too, even though I'm 20 weeks now. I know that a baby born today wouldn't make it, and it's a source of stress for me still. Then I worry about a preemie. I know it's highly unlikely and that all the signs say it won't happen, but it's hard not to dwell on, y'know?
Then I feel sad thinking about this baby that I'm carrying and not the one I lost. It all happened so quickly, that pregnancy and then this one.
Ahhhh, well. Thanks for letting me vent.