i went for my u/s on Tuesday and not only did the embryo not grow anymore, my body had actually absorbed most of it. All she saw was the sac and placenta. So she gave me the drugs which i took when i got home. I had no idea what i was to expect, so i put the drugs in and laid down. It only took 30 minutes to start working, and the pain....OMG the pain. I was under the impression that the pain would just be a little worse than AF cramps. Well i was wrong. I was screaming and moaning and throwing up. In all in lasted about 4 hours with the horrible pain. Now for the past day and a bid it has just been mild cramping. I haven't been too concerned about the bleeding, i think it is normal what i am having, but i have to say, and i'm very sorry if this is too graphic, but the most traumatic part is when the sac fell out, i knew exactly what it was when it came out and had to look at it in the toilet. After that i new everything was over and i wasn't pregnant anymore, and that is the part that i can't seem to get out of my head. Now all i wish is that my body gets back as fast as possible.
On another note, i have to say that i have been very disappointed in my family through this whole thing. I know that none of them have ever gone through this, but come on.....there is a certain amount of compassion that is just human nature. For instance, i took the drugs on Tuesday when i came home from the doctor, and by wednesday morning i was in no shape to go to work, well my sister calls me at home and say "oh, i see you didn't go to work today" and i was like "yeah, i stayed home, you do know that i had a miscarriage yesterday that is pretty much continuing today" and she was like "oh, i thought it would be done by now".....WHAT THE HELL....like i am supposed to just pick myself up and go to work when i am wearing a pad from my belly button to my lower back because i am bleeding so much.....and the rest of my family is just about the same. Thank god i have the most wonderful husband in the world, i don't know what i would do without him.
Sorry this is so long, i just had to get this off my chest.