So I just about had a breakdown today. That's happening a lot lately. I was in my first morning class and we had to start a new chapter...well, well, of course it had to be on the nutritional needs during pregnancy and every freakin thing that goes along with that. I'm older than most of the students, I am still ONLY 28, but, anyway...I had to listen to a couple of these girls who still live at home talk about their pregnancies and how they will never have another baby, no matter what, they just don't care, they are finished with that...blah blah. I almost had to walk out. I go to a really small school and there are only like 10 of us in that class, the instructor knows my history and helped me a lot right after the loss so she kept throwing in positive things, about how loss can be normal and many people go on to have healthy pregnancies, blah blah some more. So, I skipped my last class and I'm taking a bath. I'm shaving my legs and thw whole bit, maybe some pampering myself will help. Tonight I have to go to a mortuary with another class...what an interesting day....:fallingbricks:
I know it isn't that bad. It's just my mood. If everything is on schedule AF should be here soon and I'm sure that's taking it's toll. Thanks for listening.
:brucelee:~I shall make it through this day! :brucelee: