Had a visit with my natural path doctor. My blood sugar is very low and I had ate a snickers about an hour and a half before. He says I'm not eating properly and that it can make GD just as bad as a person who eats sugar all day. I need to get more green leafy veggies in my diet and step on the water because I'm taxing my kidney. He told me that my body was holding up pretty good inspite of myself though. He is going to check me on tomorrow (tuesday) to see if I have made any improvements which I haven't, so I will be yelled at.
Wednesday DRAMA DAY
I went to the mall to get a pretty dress for mothers day since I thought my family had made a reservation for Jorge and I at there little gathering that they do every year. Well I'm on my way to the mall when I guess the man in front of me thought I was too close on his *** and he breaks, I didn't realize that this was what he was doing I just figured the person in front of him stopped. So I'm still trying to find my oppertunity to change lanes because the mall entrance is on the left and I was in the right lane. Anyway I had my space to get over when the pickup in front of me breaks suddenly again and I had to move into the far left lane to avoid hitting him. This red pickup truck in the far left lane is hooking at me after I finally get into the left lane I needed to be in. So I'm thinking in my mind what does this *** hole wants and he keeps on hooking so I give him the finger. Which i know was stupid but he is way behind me and there is nothing wrong with my car so I'm like what is his problem. Well I get into the turning lane for the mall and the turn light is red. The red truck comes up behind me and the man jumps out of the pickup truck. I'm thinking this mother****er is trying to carjack me or something so I go in to the other straight lane because the light was green. So I go into another entrance into the mall and go all the way around to the other side because that is were I see other people in the parking lot. He manages to find me and is yelling that he is the police and that I didn't have to give him the finger. Now he does not have any lights on, no uniform on, and has not shown me a badge, and he has pent my car in, so I'm not giving him the usual respect I would give an officer. So I'm yelling at him that I don't know who he is and for all I know he could be trying to carjack me and my baby and I didn't see the real need for all these dramatics since the incident didn't envolve you. He say your right miss but slow down because you got the baby in the car and drives off. So who knows if he really was an officer or not, but it all seems crazy that one would rather track me down over my driving but my poor aunt leaves in a drugdealer infested neighborhood that hardly sees any police presence.
A lactation consultant came into the office and brought me a nursing cami, a nursing night shirt, and all this info. That was sooooo cool cause she said she was going to bring me some info but not all of that
27 weeks 3days
See there I try to do a big catch up and then I end up getting further behind. Mothers day was stupid. I went with my family even though I found out that Jorge wasn't invited. None of them have men in there lives so they all go out together so that is the reason why they don't want Jorge to go, but he got to go the first year that Madisyn was born, then my cousin had her son so now Jorge can't go. I don't know what the hell is up with that, but my other cousin said that you don't have to come with them because my situation is different which I def will not go next year, but I'm sure they will make a big fuss over me not going.
They canceled Madisyn's sibling class because no one else signed up. I was so disappointed. I will have to check on my breastfeeding class and make sure other people are down for it.
Had an appointment on the 14th. Everything went very well and the midwife thinks that you are head down. They gave me my orange glucose drink for the June 2nd which they had to change from May 27th because Eileen wasn't going to be there. I hope that doesn't mess with things too much because I will 29 weeks and 4 days then instead of 28 weeks at the other appointment.
I'm reading the nursing mothers companion now and really like it. I kinda like it better then the Laleche book. Still no names yet baby. I'm moving further away from Delaney or D'Lanie though. Jorge's family like the name Brooklyn though.
until Madisyn turns 5
Well Chunk-a-monk today mommy likes the name Lee. I haven't looked for different spellings yet, but I like it for right now. A bit of stress has been lifted from mommy. Your grandfather wants us to come live with him untill Jorge gets something that would allow me to stay home, or until I'm ready to go back to work and Jorge has something that is not based on commission. Your daddy has an interview today in fact, but I don't think this is something that could turn into a career. I think it is another customer service type job. I mean it would pay the bills, but a job like that is only as stable as the company or account that you have and the last two places your father worked have both closed down or had to relocate.
I was able to rent a storage space for the sofas yesterday and hopefully your father can get a truck from the dealership to borrow for the day.
28 weeks 2 days
Well your daddy did not get the job he went for the other day. He can't type and they wanted someone who could, I wish they would have said that in the posting because I would not have bothered to apply for him.
I was so tired yesterday because I put some stuff in storage and went to put the sheets on your sister's bed over grandpa's house. She loves her big girl bed over here, but we will probably put it in storage since my twin bed is still there from when I lived there before.
I need to think of a decor for the room since it is blue (my favorite color back then)
Well I have to get cups and some type of dessert for tomorrows cook out. I've been washing clothes and doing so much packing that I have been exhausted. I try not to do too much but it is not easy with your daddy being at the dealership all day.
30 Weeks 3 days
Well little lady we are all settled into Grandpops house now. It's actually very nice living here with him. He always wants to help and always asking have I had anything to eat yet and your sister is LOVING it. Today he brought you a brand new bassinet, so mommy dosen't have to wait on anybody else to see if they are going to give up theirs. I also got a new crib mattress in plan white because I could not find one with the same pooh pattern in white that I had for Madisyn. The new bumper I have bidded on ebay for because the old one Madisyn riped some of the tie strings off and I can't secure it safely enough for you. I hope I win it because it seems the white classic pooh set is all gone in the stores. I can still find some accessories and sheets in the ecru but the white has dissappeared. Mommy also cleaned up in the Children's Place for Madisyn. Didn't see anything cute for you but the cute stuff that she wears today will be your cute stuff tomorrow so your not missing anything.
I have everything I need for you now except a new diaper bag, but I still feel nervous like I'm not prepared. I think your name is really going to be Brooklyn no matter what everybody else says about it. I need to change my signature but we put our computer in storage since grandpop already had one, so there are no pictures on this one.
until Madisyn turns 5
33 weeks 6days
I feel so bad Miss Brooklyn about how often I update this journal, but your getting a lot more then what I did with Madisyn because I didn't keep one at all. I did our belly cast Sunday it turned out really nice and dried pretty fast. Now I just have to sand it smooth and gesso it. I haven't decided how to design it yet, but probably something rainforest like.