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Dear Baby

Dear Baby
I have waited for you for so long its hard to know how to think feel and act right now. Even though you are much wanted awaited and longed for, hearing that you are coming was still a huge shock to your Daddy and I.
We never thought that you would take so long to come to us but we think that your timing is perfect and we look forward to meeting you.
You are our miracle and we love you
Mummy

Well on friday when I went in for the blood test I was with martin and was saying dont hold your breath. He was in the foulest mood so the 3 hour wait to make the call was torture.....I had baby jaimee-lee with me so I was at least occupied in that time......but the countdown was still bad and that 3 hours dragged.
When called the clinic the nurse asked me if I was sitting down(I wasn't and said so) but she said "Well you are a little bit pregnant..........your HCG was only 25 and we like to see 30 but I think it will be fine....you can tell your husband" I arranged to go in for the repeat HCG on tuesday and hung up.
I turned around to martin(he was on the computer) and said........."I am pregnant" he was like "WHAT! Really?" and that was about it......for the next few hours I walked around shell shocked at the same time trying to post on here and my computer kept freezing.....grrr

When my MIL came home(she lives with us) I was feeding the baby and asked her if she would like to feed her. She asked why and I told her she might need the practice......and she asked why(oh der) and martin said "Caroline's pregnant" so there were tears then!!!

I am still walking on eggshells till I get my numbers on tuesday but I really dont think there will be a problem. On friday evening I had this calm feeling come over me telling me that everything was going to be alright. dunno where the feeling came from but it was there.

As for symptoms...............

Even before my BFP. In fact about 2 days before hand Martin has had this smell about him that is making my stomach turn. I realise now that it is the pregnancy but I just cant stand to be near him honestly he makes my stomach turn....I really hope this one passes!!!!

My sense of smell has gone through the roof, I can smell any thing. Martin's deodorant is way to strong for me no matter how little he uses. Banana's make me almost vomit and today I could smell that the iron was on at the other end of the house.
I have been peeing more although today not so much. I am so tired at night but then wake at 5 and cant get back to sleep so get up.
I am still having the AF type cramps and they went away for a few hours this morning and I was worried something was wrong cos I wasn't cramping....lol
Every time I go to the toilet I am checking the TP and my underwear for blood or spotting.
My BB'ies are not really sore although my nipples have been tender since I ovulated. I would really love to have sore boobs cos somethimes I think all my other symptoms are in my head!!
I do get queasy......from about 9pm!!!! to about 11pm.
I had to have a sleep yesterday afternoon and also again this afternoon too.

I have known about this pregnancy for 2 days and already I feel like I am paranoid!!! dunno how I am going to be for the next 36 weeks!!!

Cazz

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Dear Baby
We started clearing out what will be your room today. Early yes but there is much work to do. Daddy, being the eager beaver he is had to start emptying it all out today. I am sure that he will take lots of pride and care in Painting your room. Lucky that he is a painter so we know that it will be a beautiful job....as long as mummy chooses the colours.
Its still hard to beleive that you are finally coming to us. we are going to enjoy this experience of waiting and preparing for you but we want to meet you so much too and we are hoping that time does not slow down too much..........Daddy is a very impatient man and I am sure that just waiting for you is going to test that patience very much. I just hope that you dont take after daddy like that and are not too impatient to come as february sounds like a nice time to be born.
Love Mummy

My mind keeps racing over thoughts and ideas for the baby. After TTC for so long we pretty much have everything planned from the names(though they could change) to the nursery to the savings plan for university........lol.
We are just so happy right now. I dont think we have ever been more happy and content than we are right now.
Not quite willing to share our absolute favorite girls name with anyone right now but here are our choices for boys and girls names

Xander Erik will be our boys name......thats pretty much for sure though we may add a second middle name to the mix.
other boys names we love are......
Oliver, Sebastien, Maxwell and Kasen

for girls we have a bit of an issue. like I said we have one girls name we love and will definatley use but not quite ready to share yet.
Middle name will more than likely be Louisa
Other girls names we like are.......
Kailani, Amalea, Katia or Kestie!

Just getting some ideas out of my head and on to "paper" so its not so full.

love to all
Cazz

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Dear baby.
I guess It was still not your time to be with us.
Please take our love with you to heaven and know that you will always be thought of as our baby
love Mummy!