Strange title, I know, but I came up with it in some silly mood the other day when I posting on the Dec '03 BB!! That's how I described how my belly is looking already .
My name is Diane & I am 25 years old. This is my 4th PG & hopefully 2nd child. I had two m/c's in '99 (the second one with Twins). My DS, Liam, will be 3 October 11th. I am tentitively due December 29th '03.
"Daddy" & I are no longer together. Actually, we broke up only 2 weeks before I found out I was PG, but we still always talked about getting back together & making things work. As a matter of fact, the day before I found out I was PG, he told me that he "really hopes we can work things out". Now, we are fighting.
Needless to say, he doesn't want me to continue with the PG, as we are not together. He is not even willing to give it a try. Our lifestyles are totally different. It was hard for things to work between us when it was just us...
As for the way I feel, sure, I didn't want to be 26, divorced (yes, I am still legally married to someone else~we haven't been together for almost two years though), with two kids~by two different Dads. But, those are the cards that I was dealt & I am not about to change fate. After loosing my 3 precious babies, how the He** could I think about aborting? Maybe it would make things easier, but I've lost 3 Angels...I wouldn't wish that pain on my worst enemy.
So, there is my rough introduction. I will post here often with my updates & daily progress.