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    Strange title, I know, but I came up with it in some silly mood the other day when I posting on the Dec '03 BB!! That's how I described how my belly is looking already .

    My name is Diane & I am 25 years old. This is my 4th PG & hopefully 2nd child. I had two m/c's in '99 (the second one with Twins). My DS, Liam, will be 3 October 11th. I am tentitively due December 29th '03.

    "Daddy" & I are no longer together. Actually, we broke up only 2 weeks before I found out I was PG, but we still always talked about getting back together & making things work. As a matter of fact, the day before I found out I was PG, he told me that he "really hopes we can work things out". Now, we are fighting.

    Needless to say, he doesn't want me to continue with the PG, as we are not together. He is not even willing to give it a try. Our lifestyles are totally different. It was hard for things to work between us when it was just us...

    As for the way I feel, sure, I didn't want to be 26, divorced (yes, I am still legally married to someone else~we haven't been together for almost two years though), with two kids~by two different Dads. But, those are the cards that I was dealt & I am not about to change fate. After loosing my 3 precious babies, how the He** could I think about aborting? Maybe it would make things easier, but I've lost 3 Angels...I wouldn't wish that pain on my worst enemy.

    So, there is my rough introduction. I will post here often with my updates & daily progress.

    Diane

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    During the night, I felt so horrible!! I was having the worst cramps that would come on 10 fold, then go away for a few minutes & then hit me again. Jay was so worried. I was going to go to the hospital, as I am so worried about m/c again, or yet another tubal PG. With my first tubal, it was in my left side & I still have my tube, but that is where this pain was.

    I don't know. I am so paranoid though . Maybe the pains are normal. Maybe it is because I have two uterus'. Maybe it is a tubal... Maybe, Maybe, Maybe .

    Your Daddy was real good on the phone durning the night too. He wanted to see me & get a hotel room, so we could be alone & not have to listen to his RM & such. I didn't go though. He told me over and over that he loved me & that he misses me. I am so confused. We are supposed to get together today, but when I talked to him about an hour ago, he was snappy & like "I'm out buying a bed right now. I'm busy. I'll call you later." He is so confusing.

    well, on another note, you are feeling much better today. I'm starting to notice that at night time, you don't like it when I lay on my back or sides. You make me feel sick & hurt my lungs .

    I am still not having any desire to eat, although I know tht you are really enjoying beans!!! You love brown beans!!

    I love you lil' un!!

    Mommy

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    Wow!! I feel like I am a great mood!! Your Dady called me about 1/2 an hour ago, and he started off by apologizing to me for everything that has been going on within the last week. He said he was sorry about being a jerk & rude to me. He said he didn't mean to, but he has had a rough week...Which is true. One of his friends was shot & almost killed back home, then a friend of his took off with a whole bunch of $$$, then the ring thing, then me telling him about you~well, we kinda already knew, I just confirmed it~.

    He also told his roommate that he never thought it was me in the first place that took the ring. That was a huge relief to hear. He also asked RM why he said what he did, and RM apologized to me for that. He was just upset & didn't understand the severity of the threat.

    He also said he misses me & wants to spend his birthday with me on Tuesday. He wants us to go out for dinner. He even said maybe we'd met tomorrow for coffee. I think that he is coming to the conclusion that you are going to be here & he also said in reference to that, that it's just the timing that is bad. I agree with him on that, but it happened.

    Personally, on the way he acted in regards to the PG, I think he is just scared. He is only turning 23, about to move back home to a different Province & worried that he'd loose touch with me. See, and that was all going on before we found out about you...that's part of the reason we broke up. Now with you a reality, it bothers him even more.

    I'm not justifing anything, it is just reassuring my faith that I knew he is a good guy. He always cared about me, and worried about me & we've always been able to joke around & be goofy & serious about each other at the same time...

    BTW~I am calling you Rocky, because that is what your Daddy has told me that he wanted to name his child (long before we knew I was PG)!! We used to bug each other about that!! I was like, "Hell No!!". And he always said that he didn't want some "pretty boy, sissy name!!"

    Till Later...

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    OK, quickie here!! This first link says that I've concieved a Girl...

    Girl

    This one, says Boy... Boy

    So now I'm confused!!

    Diane


    >~*~Edited to let you all know that I am a goof!! Both do in fact say GIRL!! ~*~

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    Rocky~

    Yes, I know that will be weird, but there is a story behind it & your Dad is sure that that is what we will name you! He's been saying that for 2 months!

    Anyhow, we went to the Dr.'s today & didn't do much!! Just got some forms for bloodwork. He is also putting me on Prozac instead of Effexor. I took Prozac with Liam, and although it isn't as good, it helps . Oh yeah, he also changed our DD to December 28th, not 29th!!

    I talked to your daddy tonight & he wanted to know how it went. I know that deep down he really cares & wants this, but I know he is scared & worried.

    Good Night!

    Mommy

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    Yipee!! I think that I am starting to have PG signs!! I am hungry today & last night & I have been feeling so sick to my tummy when I go to bed at night.

    That is another thing. I have been bit by the insomnia bug!! I can sleep during the day, but to go to bed normally, that is a different story!!

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    Hello! I know it has been a few days since I've let you in on things, but it has been crazy here . Not everything has been good either .

    For starters, Matt & Terri both got arrested on Wednesday. They got out the next morning thankfully & not much will happen to them, but still. Thursday,I went to school for my placement tests, & I did great!! They wanted to put me in a higher level of Math then I felt comfortable taking, so after like 10 minutes of them trying to convince me to go higher, they gave in to me!! I might have done good on the tests, but I know that that was a fluke !!

    Then, I got a call back from a hotel close by & they want me to come in on Tuesday to meet with the GM!! Basically, I have the job!! I didn't tell them that I am PG though. I am still scared. I will be I'm sure, the whole time.

    Last night, I had to take my Mom to the hospital. She has been having a bit of a hard time with things. And she will be there till Monday at least . But, after that, I went over to see your Daddy. We had plans since the afternoon to get together. We were supposed to go for a BBQ, but didn't hear from one of his friends that was going to come with us. Instead, we ordered in & watched like 3 movies!! It was nice, I was laying on my side, and he was massaging my back, then he would move his hand to my side & let his fingers touch my belly. It was like he was touching you! It sent the biggest shivers through me! I was soooo happy!

    Well, I'm gonna go clean up a bit. Talk to you soon Sweetie!

    Mommy

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    Not too much new to report on. Your big brother is with his grandparents, as I have to meet with the GM at my new job early tomorrow morning. Nana is still in the hospital, but may be getting out today??? I don't know. That is what she says, but I haven't heard anything today, so I don't know.

    On a good note, we spent time with your Daddy last night! He even made us supper & such. We didn't talk about things this time, so we didn't argue. That was so nice. I'm not sure what is going on, but we've even talked a few times this morning already & he is talking about maybe meeting up briefly later today. One of his friends is coming back from back home {hummm, does that make sense?!!} today. I am not sure of what time though. His roommate.

    Anyhow, I'm trying to call the Dr. to see if I can get the appointment moved up at all.

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    ~^~I copied this from the December 2003 BB~^~

    Where do I start? First of all, I just found out that I got the job at the hotel!! I will start Thursday morning at 7:30am!!

    Then, I went to have my bloodwork done, but I was waiting over half an hour & was going to be late for my US, so I left and came back afterwards. What a pain . I have to get my blood done every 2 days, just to monitor the HCG levels.

    Now on to the US. The tech doing it was quick & rude. She said they were down a tech. I don't bleepin' care. Anyhow, she also can't tell me anything, as they are not "trained" to do so. The radiologist {who can tell me things} wouldn't come see me either, because they were too busy. But, I am assuming that things are "normal", as they let me go.

    Going by my many past US experiences, I did manage to see a flickering heartbeat though!! !! That is holding me on, until I hear something otherwise from my Dr.

    {{{Hugs}}}
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    Copied from the December '03 BB


    I got ahold of my OB's office this morning. They did only call to let me know that they're changing my appointment till sooner. I am scheduled for an ultrasound in their office, where my Dr. will be there . That will be on the 21st. So, I am assuming again that things are relatively fine, as it is not an "immediate" appointmtent!!

    I've tried calling my GP, but I had to leave a message & the nurse let me know that he likes to call patients back between seeing patients, therefore, he should call me back soon...I hope. This is the one phone call that is really bothering me. Last Friday, I went and did my regular routine bloodwork, to check for all sorts of things in PG's. Where I live, they check for EVERYTHING. I am worried that something is really wrong. Why would a Dr. call otherwise? And, usually it is the nurse that calls to make an appointment "to discuss the results". Not the Dr. calling personally.

    The one thing that I am leaning on, is I know that I am anemic. I have been forever. I am hoping he is just going to let me know I have to up my iron supplements...And, the fact that I called him half an hour ago & he still hasn't called back!!

    I will update in this post, as soon as I hear from him. I need to leave for work at about 2:00pm{MT}. That is 4 hours from now!!

    {{{Hugs}}}
    Diane

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