I CANT BELEIVE IM FINALLY PREGNANT after 8 months of trying.
A bit about me.
My name is carla and im 20 yrs old currently living in Adelaide, Australia.
The first time i was pregnant was back in July 2005. I skipped my period and after a positive pregnancy test, i found out i was 5 weeks pregnant!!! i was so excited but the day after it was confirmed i started spotting. I tried not to get too worried about it because i read on the internet that its quite common to spot, it could of been a numerous amout of things.. :?: :?: :?: well so i read!!! i thought maybe it was implantation bleeding or something like that, but a few days later the bleeding gor heavier and my HCG levels were only rising 10ml every 3 days, and they were supposed to be doubling :? I was very scared and unsure as it was my first, unfortunately the pregnancy was gone as quick as it came and i misscarried at 6 weeks, it was quick and didnt require a D&C but my emotions were everywhere, i wanted this for so long that as soon as it was given to me it was taken away!! one minute i was prednant and the next, poooooooooooof i wasnt!!! :cry: i felt so empty, i wanted to get pregnant again straight away but i felt awfull as if i was trying to replace the baby i lost. In time i learned to deal with it and started trying again, i couldnt understand what was taking so long. AND THEN all my hopes of becoming pregnant anytime soon dissapered :!: :!: :!:
My last period was on January 5th 2006, when i didnt get my period in febuary i immediately jumped for joy thinking i was finally pregnant, i raced to the doctors and did a blood test but to my dissmay it came back negative, i was devistated.
March came by and again no period, i spoke to my doctor and made an appointment for a gynocologist to see what was wrong. I couldnt get an appointment till july this year so i just went on with life thinking there was no hope for getting pregnant at this stage THEN i got this really bad flu, and was nausiated, ALOT :sickinbed: , anyway, my flu went away but the nausea stayed and my breasts got sore, i left it for a week thinking i couldnt be pregnant, its impossible, i thought if i wasnt getting my period, then i probably wasnt ovulating, but to my amazement my home pregnancy test came back positive!!! POSITIVE!!! i was very surprised :o
now THIS REALLY PI**ED ME OFF!!! I went to the doctor on the 14th of this month but my usual GP wasnt there so i seen another doctor who was VERY unprofessional!!! I showed him my positive pregnancy test and requested a blood test to confirm!! now u think that would be straight forward and easy, it wasnt :!: :!: :!: the doctor got me to do one of his urine tests and it came back negative.... i was confused!!! so i said well lets do a blood test to see which one is right, but he proceeded to tell me that i wasnt pregnant and blood test werent accurate!! Now we all know that a load of bull :censored: anyway i told him where to shove it :fu2: and went to a different doctor and got a blood test and it confirmed the best news ever!!!(':bluesperm:') yep i was preggers!!! (':binkybabe:') so enough with the history and on with the present!!
The day after i found out i felt like this (':biglaugh:') (':blob6:') (':kaos3:') (':pinkelephant:') (':woohoo:') and well, you pretty much get the picture that i was thrilled!!! I guess all that (':lovebed:') luuuuuuuuuuuurve making paid off!!
Ive known for a week now but im only just beginning to get excited!!! for the past week i havent been able to get out of bed!!!! my morning sickness has been off the charts!!!(':puke:') so my gorgeous partnre marco went around to the chemist and got me all natural blackmores morning sickness formula with ginger and B6 in it, prefectly safe for the baby, if anyone has as bad as morning sickness as me, grab some of this, it works miracles
its great!! anyway today i managed to drag myself to the doctors for a repeat blood test too see how my HCG levels are rising!! and if they are rising properly!! i hope so!! i wont know until tomorrow arvo!!! i have faith though. im so hungry right now (':eating:') martco is cooking me some chops!!! Speaking of chops it is ready so i mist go eat, write ya lata!!
In conclusion, this is where my journey started!!! :binky: HELLO BUBS (First Line) :binky: