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Well, I wrote in a pg je yesterday, but now I can't find it. This new stuff is really messing with me. Oh well, nothing can bring me down now. I thought I would never get here. We prayed and practiced our little hearts out and finally it has paid off. We are here.
I feel really good, I have been getting really tired at night, I feel like I could start, but that has gone on for a week, they say it is pg symptoms, it still scares me, I was due to start tomorrow, I know I got a +, but I wish tomorrow would come and go.
I am trying to take such good care of myself, I know it is very important right now. If anything were to happen to this little person, I just don't know what I would do. I already love him/her so much I just cry everytime I think of it. This is such a blessing and I hope I always remember that. I have already started a scrap book. I printed out where Mel posted that I got my BFP. That is the first page. I even feel like I have gained weight, I know I have gained alittle, but that was from quiting working out so hard. I haven't been this big in years. I am not going to let it bother me, I keep feeling of my belly, I know it is too soon, but I can't help it. I want my little person to feel safe with Momma. I better go, I will type later.
Be sweet.

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Feel good today. No more symptoms. Maybe I will have a pg like my mom. She said she had no pg symptoms, except she got woozy everyonce in a while. She said that is the best she ever felt in her life. Maybe that is what I am going to be like. I don't care as long as little bit is ok. I will do anything to ensure his/her future. I am going to be nothing but positive through this entire pg.
I had the worse nightmare last night. I dreamed that I was at my Mom and Dad's and I went to the Bathroom and there was AF. I wanted to scream and cry but I couldn't because no one knew except for me and DH. I woke up crying and could not go back to sleep. I just had this dooms day feeling. I know I prayed forever, Just take this feeling away, I want that excited feeling back. I just don't know what I would do if anything happened to little bit. I already love him/her so much!!!!!!!!!
This should have been the day AF showed, I know I got a BFP, but just that scared feeling.
I was still feeling that sad feeling when I came in work, then I got a pm from Teresa. She always seems to know when I need some cheering up. I wish she would join us in Dec.
Lisa, bless her heart she was so excited that she had found good homes for her hairy babies and they backed out. I am so sorry. Hopefull someone else will come along and need the love of those babies more. Lisa, I hope AF gets out of your way and you get on with practicing. Just remember Practice Practice Practice.
Well I need to do some work today.
Prayer go out to all the Troops, their families, Prez Bush, and all the upcoming Mommies. That includes TTC and pg future moms.
Here's to Dec babies!!!!!!!!!!!!

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TGIF TGIF TGIF TGIF TGIF
Good morning to all, can you tell I am glad it is Friday. I think the rest of the nation is off except for us. That is OK, I feel so good today. I slept good last night, no bad dreams.
No symptoms really, I do feel bloated. I put on some jeans last night, mind you they were my tighter ones, by the end of dinner, I had to unbutton the top button. Like I said, I have this feeling of bloating almost all the time. I have noticed if I don't eat that I get really light headed easy. I have no problem with any of this, just glad little bit is on his/her way.
DH and I were talking last night, I told him I don't know what I am going to tell my mother when she ask if I want to go on our annual shopping spree. For my birthday, she always takes me shopping. Let's see me get out of that. DH said just go buy clothes and then take them back, I'm not very good at that.
I think I will just ask her to buy me blinds, yeah that should work!!
Dh left this morning to go hiking, he will be back tomorrow. Miss him already!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well better get to work, Thank you Lord for sending us your son to die on the cross, may we all strive to live for your word.
Prayers go out to all the Troops, their families, Prez Bush, all my TTC buddies still waiting, and all my new friends on the Dec Board.
Special prayer for Teresa and Lisa, miss you guys!!!!!!!! sniff sniff
Later Gator!!!!!!!!!

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Well I just had to go into Babies R Us while my boss' son's phone was being fixed. I bought a picture frame for the Little Bit's picture. It says I love Grandma and Grandpa. I just can't wait to give it to them.
Just had to tell someone.
Be Sweet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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BB little sore at tips, feel like I am trying to get a cold. I thought it was my sinus but I have a cough this morning, Dr. called and left message on my answering machine, Have to wait till 9 to call him back, wonder what that is all about???? Oh well, can't be bad news, not been there yet. I needed ask him what to take for this cold anyway.
I feel so good, besides having a cough. My bb are still just barely sore. I just have to tell dh to quit bitting them :oops: TMI I know. We were laying talking Friday night, I don't think this has sunk in. He talked more about the baby before we got out BFP. He said something about not knowing for sure until the Dr. appt. So I got up Saturday morning and took another Pg test just to ease my mind. It really made me feel better.
I will type more after I get off the phone with the Dr.
Teresa when are you going to test!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want you to come to the board so bad.
Lisa, it's about that time, practice, practice practice. Glad AF is gone. Miss you guys.
Prayer to the troops, their families, Prez Bush, TTC buddies and
Here's to Dec. Babies!!!!!!!!!!!
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OK talked to the nurse at the Dr. office. She had to move my appt to 9:00am. Said the Dr. only did the Ultrasounds in the morning. That is fine with me, the only thing is I have no idea how I am going to be able to come back to work and act as if nothing is going on?????????????????
I just can't wait to see Little Bit for my own eyes. I called DH and told him to tell them at work he had to be off that morning, HE WAS COMING WITH ME!!! He didn't object. Good answer. Well the 26th is our 6 year anniversary. Boy sure doesn't seem like it. We have been together 10 years in October. I don't know what I would ever do without him.
Well everyone keeps coming by tring to see what I am working on.
Till Next time.
Be sweet!!!!
Here's to Dec. Babies!!!!!!!!!!!
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OK can't figure out how to edit????
Oh well, Dr. just called again, said I could take Robitussin. I want to get rid of this cough ASAP.
Just wanted to tell you DH new idea. We are going to wrap up Mom's picture frame with Little Bit's picture in Christmas wrapping, and I have a friend that works at a travel agency and she is sending me a brochure on Disney Cruises. We are going to wrap that up and give it to my Dad with a message, You owe us one of these!!!!!!!!!" I thought that is such a great idea.
I just can't wait, just can't wait. I want to get on with all of this. I want to tell everyone, but I am so afraid. I want to take it nice and easy. I love my life, it is only getting better and better. I have always looked at the future for happiness. Now I am looking at now. I get to enjoy everyday, every minute and every second. I am so blessed and I hope I will never forget this. I have this to remind me.
I was reading a pg je about a 17 year old girl. She is so sad. I just feel so bad for her, that she cannot enjoy this blessing. She will one day, it may be awhile, but she will. I applaud her for having the baby, there alot of people that take the easy way out these days, and I mean exactly what I said. I have no use for people that throw their innocent babies away like trash. You did the deed, now live with it. Ok I'm through preaching. Sorry about that.

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I feel wonderful today. Little gassy, but I don't mind. BB getting sore and having problems sleeping on my stomach. No prob either, not going to sweat the small stuff. I am in such a good mood even Ms. Hateful in my office can't bring me down, and boy does she try!!! I have been singing "It a beautiful day in the neighborhood", don't know why, I didn't even watch Mr. Rogers, rest his soul. I walked on my Treadmill last night. That always makes me feel better. I thought maybe I would sleep better, but no cigar. 17days and 30 minutes until I see Little Bit and hear that precious little heart beat. The books say that I should be able to hear the heartbeat on May 1. I wish I could, that would be a wonderful Bday present. I wouldn't ask anything else for my birthday. I am so full of energy, I love this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I wish I could give this feeling to everyone. It would be alot better world if everyone felt like this. Well will have to type more later, have work to do. I hope everyone has a wonderfull day!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Prayers go out to Troops, their families, Prez Bush, all the TTC Buddies, and all the mom's to be.
It's a beautiful day in the neightborhood, a beautiful day in the neightborhood, would you be mine, could you be my neighbor. ha ha!!!!!! Not sure if that is the way it goes, but it is my way.

This is what Little Bit is doing today!!!
From the mesoderm, baby will develop muscles, bones, blood cells, heart, lungs, excretory and reproductive systems. From the endoderm, he or she will develop lungs, tongue, glands, bladder and digestive tract.

I just read Teresa's je. Teresa I was so hoping you would come and join us in Dec. I wanted you too so much. I am so so sorry that the temps dropped.
Lisa, where are you today, went to read your je, and you weren't there. Just making sure nothing is wrong.
Miss you girls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Feel great today also. I got alittle freaked yesterday. Couple of the girls had to say Good bye on the Dec. board. I started to worry. I felt every little pain in my body and just knew it was a sign. I was absolutely terrified!!!!!!!! But after I posted my fears, alot of the ladies were going through the same thing. For every post I read, I felt better and better.
I went home and was still a little bummed and was changing cloths, my dh said having a little problem with that top. I told him yes and he just laughed, he said I think it is a little early for you to be thinking you are growing. and then we were in bed and he said are you going to leak on me now. My feelings were hurt so bad. I could have just hit him. I told him I will not tell him anything else. He apologized, but it didn't help my feelings any. I just think I am alittle touchy right now.
I know this pg is going to go just fine. I just know we are going to have a beautiful baby in Dec. That is if I have anything to do with it. Maybe I am rushing things. I should be happy I can still fit into my clothes, before long I will wish I could. But not really. Ha ha.
Lisa, you haven't posted in a couple of days, I may pm you if don't hear from youbefore long.
Teresa, how is everything???? I am so glad your family is coming around. Especially your Mom, it is really tuff when they don't understand. I knew it wouldn't be long before they figured they messed up!!! I'm glad things are looking up!!
Miss you girls!!!!

Here is what is going on with Little Bit today.
The next 10 to 30 days are crucial in development of the nervous system and heart. Stop smoking, take folic acid and drink to thirst.

Prayer to the Troops, their families, Prez Bush, TTC buddies and all the future Moms.

Here's to Dec Babies!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I am feeling really good today. Slept fairly good last night. Only had to get up 3 times.
Today is my Granny's Birthday. I just feel kinda lost. I have never been without my Granny, and right now I would give anything to have her know this wonderful news that I am carrying around inside me. I know her she would just cry. She cryies about everything. I am taking 1/2 day off from work and I am going to take her some flowers. She loved pink tullips. I know she isn't there, but she always had this thing about making sure everyone that had passed away in her family have flowers on their birthday. I am going to do the same for her. I still can't believe she is gone. I know she is taking care of my Little Bit until he/she comes into the world. So I guess she really does know. I hope so.
I really don't have much to say today. Kinda blue.

Here is what Little Bit is doing today.

3 wks gestation
5 wks LMP
Early heart beats. Facial features and lung buds begin to form.

That really lifts my spirits, just to think his/her heart is beating inside me. I love you Little Bit.

Lisa, great talking to you yesterday. Teresa where are you!!!

Prayer to the troops, their families, Prez Bush, all the ttc buddies and all the future Mommies.

Here's to Dec. Babies!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Honey I'm home. Sorry about disappearing. I really ment to get on my computer at home, but this weekend has been crazy.
Thursday, I took off 1/2 day, was Granny's birthday. I took some pink tulips to her grave. Really thought that would make me feel sad but it didn't. I know she isn't 6 ft. under. She is in her wonderful happy home in heaven watching Little Bit until he/she is ready to come into the world. I know this for a fact.
After I did that I went and got my haircut. Boy did it need it. One of my old friends did it. I like it, I enjoyed more spending time with someone that I haven't seen in a long time.
Friday, I didn't get up until 10:00am. I can't believe I slept that long. I got up went and got my car tags and went to lunch with a couple girls I use to work with. We had a good time. Then I came home and cleaned house.
Saturday, get ready, I had a shower to go to, we helped park cars with the Scouts for Indian Pow Wow, then went to dh parents for retirement party. That took us late into the night. All of this fun on my Anniversary. Oh I did get a beautiful white oak swing. DH put it in my garden so he said I can come out and swing the baby.
Sunday, we went to my parents, spend all day then come home and planted some flowers, or DH did while me and the hairy ones sat in the swing.
I walked into work this morning with my desk piled up. My goodness I was only gone 1 1/2 days. This bunch doesn't know how to scratch their butts by theirselves. I could have killed everyone of them. Witchy woman brings in a check that should have been done Friday and says sorry, I had to go home when I found out this was approved. She is working on my Sinus headache. If she ask what is wrong one more time, I think I will throw up on her. AND I REALLY MEAN THAT!!!! I could today with the way I feel.
Been catching up every since.
OK now I can breath. That is why I haven't been on line. SORRY!!
I missed you though.
Teresa, I am glad you got started with your shots, But sorry you have to wait to TTC. If you don't want to post just pm me and Lisa. We will keep you busy. Especially me with all my paranoia. Hope you all found a puppy. Puppies always lift my spirits. Hope you got my pm. This site is still giving me problems. Thanks for thinking of me while I was gone.
Lisa, so glad you found your babies good homes, next door how great.
You and Dh sure sound like you are up for the job. Practice practice practice. I just know this is your mo. just keep up the good work!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And thanks for worrying about me, I am right here.
Well, Still have alot of work to do. I will talk to you tomorrow.
See ya.

Ok here is what Little Bit has been up to in the last few days since we have been away.
04/26/03
Hello in there! Early evidence of eyes and inner ears. Cynics may say it doesn't matter, but singing to your baby is fun! Nerual tube, later known as spinal cord, begins to fuse.
04/27/03
Your breasts may be growing and changing, and you may experience an increase in vaginal discharge.
04/28/03
You may begin thinking about where you would like to give birth: at a hospital, in a birth center or at home.

I love all of it.

Here's to Dec babies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Quite an eventful morning here in the southeast. We actually had an earthquake. 4.9 Wow. It woke us up around 5:00 I think it was. It actually shook our waterbed, the hairy ones when crazy running through the house barking. CRAZY!!!!!!!!!
Feeling crummy today. I don't know if it is this sinus thing or ms. I am trying not to hate it too much just incase it is ms. I know the sinus part, but I am really quizzy feeling in my belly. Sometimes I get that with my sinus problems also. Well anyway, I think I am going to live. No more pings but alittle pulls here and there. Alot of peeing going on around here.
It is suppose to be beautiful here today. In the 80s. Yeah!!!!!!!
Better go the crew is here. UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Teresa, hope your injections do the job. PM ya later
Lisa, hope you are very busy :sex: PM ya later

Prayers to the Troops, their families, Prez Bush, TTCers, and future ttcer and mommy's to be.

This is what Little Bit is up to today!!!!
Tiny buds that will form the arms appear. Lower limb buds appear. Eyes, liver and digestive system begin to form.
Grow baby Grow!!!
Got to go talk at ya later!!!!!!!!!

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Yeah 6 weeks today!!!!!!!!!!
I am feeling alittle better with my sinus. I just remember a time when relief was just a medicine cabinet away. This is really tuff. I just really dread if I get one of my migraines. I am thinking maybe I keep away from them. I have gone 2 1/2 months without one or the feeling one is coming. That is a record for me. YEAH!!!!
One week and two days until I get to see and hear Little Bit. I just can't wait.
I am wearing one of my form fitting summer dresses today. I thought if I am going to wear it I better do it now. WOW talking about cleavage. I should get some double looks today. I will try to just stay around the office, I have to go to the bank but I can go through the drive thru. This is so funny. I walked out and DH will not say that I am imagining things now. Even he took a double take.
Suppose to rain here. I hope it does maybe it will clear up whatever is in the air causing my sinus problems.
Mom and bro are at it again. I just don't know what is with those two. They use to be so close that even I wished I could join. Bro wants to buy Granny's house and the only thing I can think of is that Mom doesn't want Bro to have the house. They are cutting him no slack on the price. I was shocked and so was he. I don't know what the prob. is? I just know that I am going to be right in the middle again. Both of them call and tell me their side but swear me not to tell the other. That really puts me in a pickel. I wish I could tell them they need to talk it out, but I know that isn't going to happen. I am just not sure what to do, because neither of them are telling me the whole truth. That just isn't fair. Oh well off to brighter things.

This is what Little Bit is up to today:

You may need to "pee" a lot now, due to an improved metabolism and your growing uterus. Other common pregnancy symptoms may include fatigue, nausea and breast tenderness.

People are filing in better go. Hope everyone has a wonderful day.
Teresa I am still on cloud nine for you still being in the TTC club.
Lisa, Hope you catch that eggy. You go girl!!!!
I hope you both will be posting on the pg boards before long. Just know you will be.

Prayers to the troops Hope all of you come home soon, their families, Prez Bush, Teresa, Lisa and the rest of the TTC clan and all the mommies to be.

Here's to Dec. Babies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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OK yes my headache was that bad yesterday. I think my brain went on standby. I am 6 weeks today. Today not yesterday. I don't know what was on my mind. I went home yesterday and went to bed and didn't get back up until this morning. I feel so much better. Will feel even better if I can get this blood suger back on wack. I didn't eat last night and only had a salid yesterday. I am very week but feel so so so much better. YEAH!!!!!!!
OK the thing with my bro and mom. She said he asked how much they would ask if they put the house on the market, she told him and he went bolistic. She said she told him that wasn't the price for him, but he told her not to do him any favors. Sometimes I wonder about my Bro. I love him, but you can't convince him that the world isn't after him. So she called him back last night and told him the she would buy my uncles part and give it to us. I told her oh no she wasn't. If she wanted to give it to Bro, that was fine, but not to me. I can't handle another payment. Especially with Little Bit coming. OK I am through venting.
Oh I just though I was getting out of the yearly shopping. Mom called and asked if we are going shopping for my Bday. I couldn't tell her no. What am I going to do. Maybe I can convince her to just shop for the house. We will see.
How is everyone out there. Did I tell you I was great, ok just making sure.
Most of the office is out or out in meetings this morning so I am getting a late start. I have to go finish some work.
Lisa I am so excited for you. Just know that the little :pinksperm: got the eggy. YEAH!!!! I will cheer you on through the 2WW. YOU GO GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!! I got your back!!!!
Teresa, Haven't seen your posting, hope everything is ok. Thinking of you.

Here's what Little Bit is up to today!!!
4 wks gestation
6 wks LMP
Length of embryo measures 4 mm.

Prayers to troops still over there, their families, Prez Bush, Teresa and Lisa and the rest of the TTCers and all the Mommies to be.

Here's to Dec. Babies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :binky:

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Hello everyone. TGIF TGIF TGIF
How is everyone out there?? I am pretty good. Still feeling really good except for slight cramping in my pubic area. I am not letting my mind run away with me, I am not. I have no discharge. I just think this is some of that cramping they say pg women have. That is what it has to be. I refuse to believe anything else. I do have the question in on the board to see if anyone else has been through this. I am fine, just fine. I am already feeling better just talking to you guys. I want this baby so bad, I think I am going to be an absolute basket case before this is done. I just want for someone to say that baby is perfect and healthy, and I know I am not going to be able to get that for a while. I just have to have faith in God that he will watch over me and my baby and see us through this craziness. I keep telling Granny to hold that baby tight and not to let him/her go. I know Little Bit is in good hands as long as Granny is putting a good word in for us.
Well I am going shopping with Mom tomorrow, we always have a good time, and then Sunday we are having the family Bday party for me. Yeah presents, I love presents. I just can't believe I will be 37 tomorrow. Just really weird.
I will try to check in later, but if not hope everyone has a wonderful weekend.
Teresa, hope you are ready to catch that eggy and Lisa just know that you have already. Keep you spirits up the both of you.

Prayer to all troops still over there, thier families, yeah to Prez Bush, prayers for Lisa and Teresa and the rest of the TTCers and all the mommies to be.

Today didn't say anything on the calendar so I am going to let you see what Little Bit will be up to this weekend.

May 3rd
Abdominal ultrasound can now detect the gestational sac. Baby's eye lens pits, optic cups and nasal pits begin to form.

May 4th
Primitive mouth appears. Baby's arms look like paddles. Quality prenatal care is important to both you and your baby! You may want to schedule your first prenatal visit shortly.

Grow Little Bit Grow. Mommy is keeping you safe.

Here's to Dec. Babies!!!!!!!!!!

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Hello out there. I'm back. Busy weekend, and even busier Monday morning. Mom took me shopping and we had a wonderful time. I only bought a pair of shorts, sweatsuit, shoes and purses. The shorts and sweats are stretchy so they are ok. Mom just kept on about me getting a dress. I usually beat her to the dressing room and would tell her the dresses just didn't fit. She is see me at the last, I know she had to notice the weight gain. I haven't been this large since highschool. I have little bits poking out where they didn't before. I only have 6 more day to keep my secret. 6 more days. It is getting tough. I feel real bad, I feel I am lying to everyone and I don't like doing that, it just makes me feel real bad inside, even though I know it shouldn't.
I had the best dream Saturday night. I dreamed Granny called to wish me Happy Birthday. Chris handed me the phone with a puzzled look on his face and said don't get upset but it sounds like Granny. I answered and it was her. At first I just cryed and then she begain talking to me. She said Happy Birthday little girl. I told her we missed her, and she said she will see us all again. I asked her wasn't she sad to be away from us, she said she missed us but it wasn't sad, nothing was sad where she was and for her we would all be with her in alittle. I asked her how long and she said time didn't matter where she was. A minute was a year and a year was a minute, there really wasn't any such thing as time in heaven. I told her we all loved her and missed her and would see her later. I felt so at piece after that. I haven't told anyone about my dream, I'm afraid it may upset someone, but it was the best birthday present I have ever gotten.
I feel good today, no more cramps, I think they were just growing cramp, hopefully. I am getting very nervous about Friday, I don't know why, just very nervous. I just pray everything is ok, I know it is, I think it is just my hormones talking. Better get to work.
May talk to you later.

Teresa, I can't believe you have hurt your back, I hope it gets better, you crack me up about telling dh to take advantage of you. You are a hoot. I hope this is your mo. Congrats on you co hosting. I can't think of a better host. I know if you just help another person like you have helped me you will be a great success. I don't think you have any idea how much you inspire and help the people around you. I am so proud to be called your friend.
Lisa, I hope the dog show went well!!! and hope that eggy is doing its stuff!!!!!!!
Thinking of you both!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Prayers to troops, their famlies, Prez Bush, Lisa, Teresa and the rest of the TTCers and all the Mommies to be.

Here is what Little Bit is up to: it really doesn't say anything on the calendar. All I know if he/she is just a growing.

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Hello all you ducks out there. It is raining like cats and dogs here and has been for the last 2 days. It isn't suppose to stop for another week. I think I will sell my car and by a boat. It took me 55 minutes to get to work this morning. It usually takes 30 tops. I just want to see the sun. I know it is still out there. It is causing alot of people alot of problems around here. I don't know what to do but to pray for them.
I feel really good again today, maybe ms will stay away from me. I really still don't have an appitite. I look slimmer that I did before I found out I was pg. I am forcing myself to eat. I feel I need to weather I am hungry or not. I just can't wait for this week to be over with. My stomach stays full of butterflies. Me and dh bd last night. I got on my treadmill and that always gives me more energy, I need to start on it very night. Dh says I am always tired here lately. It really makes me feel bad, but I can't help it. Maybe after Friday he will understand that I am not making this stuff up. He is very understanding but there is just something in his voice that makes me feel like he thinks I am pushing the symtoms. I don't know it may just be me. Who knows these days.
I bet I got up and peed 5 times last night, but other than that I am back to sleeping good. That is until I roll over on these jugs and wake myself up.
Well I better get some work done.
Teresa, I am so glad your back is better. I just know you have a good shot at that + sign this month.
Yeah Lisa, it really sounds like you kicked butt at the shows this last weekend. I was about to worry about you when you didn't post yesterday. So what are you doing for your birthday. Wow can you believe that we or I am 37 and you will be Friday. That is just amazing to me.
I better go the lights keep blinking, afraid I will lose all of this typing.
Talk to ya later.

Prayers to the troops, their families, Prez Bush, Teresa, Lisa and the rest of the ttcer and the future mommies. And also all the people that these storms have caused problems too.

This is what Little Bit is up to today. Look how he/she has grown!!!
Length of embryo is now 7mm; Folic acid and calcium are important now. Try leafy greens and skim milk.

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6 weeks 6 days. WOW. I only have 2 more days to wait until I get to see my sweet Little Bit. I am excited but scared. I just want to get it over with.
I feel good today, sore bb still no real apitite. I am gaining weight though. I put a skirt on this morning and my behind was tight. This skirt is usually fairly loose. Oh my cow, what am I going to look like in months to come. Who cares, I am trying not too. I have spent my whole life watching my weight and figure. I just have to get it in my head, this is what is suppose to happen, I have a tendency to let my head take over. I am working on it. This is probably the first time in my life I have eaten 3 meals a day for more that a couple days. No wonder I am gaining weight, my body is saying stock up!!!!!!! I am not eating that much, but like I said I can and will deal with it. I will be happy as long as Little Bit is healthy and happy!!!
Rain rain go away!!! This is unreal. Everywhere is flooded. The only good I have seen come of this is an adult book store I passed is completely under water. YEAH!!!!!!!!!!! Just where it should be.
Well I better be productive today.
Prayers to troops, their families, Prez Bush, Lisa, Teresa and the rest of the TTCers and all the mommies to be.
I checked the ttcje but no Lisa or Teresa. I hope you all are doing good. I think of you guys constantly.

Here is what Little Bit is up to:
The head is now much larger than trunk. Foot plates present.

Sounds good to me. And we are off!!!!!!!!!

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Hello friends and loved ones!!!! I feel wonderful today except for crick in my neck, slept wrong. Oh well, if that is the worse than I should be great all day. Less than 24 hours before I get to see Little Bit. I am so excited and nervous I don't know what to do with myself. Mom called me 3 times yesterday. I wonder what she is up too? We talk everyday but usually once is the most. I just pray that she doesn't know. I don't know how she would unless she recognized my weight gain Saturday. If it was that noticable, she would know something was up. Like I said this is the heaviest I have been since High School. Oh well I only have 3 more days to keep it a secret anyway. I am just so ready for everyone to know. I want to start being pg in public if you know what I mean. This secret stuff is for the birds.
Well everyone keeps coming into my office and wanting to talk, I must have that "talk to me" sticker on my forhead that dh always says I tend to wear in public.
Lisa, I hope you have a wonderful Bday tomorrow. The big 37, now I don't feel so lonely. I hope your test come back good, can't wait to hear, I don't want to wait until Monday, but I will if I have too. Hope your dog show goes well. I hope your hairy ones win everything.
Teresa where are you????? I will pm you later, I worry about you when you don't post.
Miss you both!!!!!!!!!!!!!(((((((((((((((((((BIG HUGS)))))))))))))))))))))

Prayers to the troops, their families, Prez Bush, Teresa, Lisa and the rest of the ttcers, and the future mommies. OH yeah, prayers for all the flood victims. Thank God it has quit raining!!!!!!

Here is what Little Bit is up to today!!! Boy watch him/her grow.
5 wk gestation, 7 wk LMP
Ultrasound can now reliably detect the fetal heart. Embryo is now 8 mm long.

I love being pregnant!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Well this is my last entry. When to the dr. Friday. At first saw a perfect little being, and then was told that perfect little being had no heartbeat. I felt like they had just told me that my heart had quit. I have cried for 3 straight day. Everytime I feel like I am going to be OK, I just fall back.
Evidendtly Little Bit is in no hurry to leave his/her mom. They are going to take Little Bit from me tomorrow. Like I have told Teresa, I am so afraid that my heart will go with him/her. I really really thought Little Bit was mine for always, not for just 7 weeks and 1 day. I just don't know what to do, I am so lost.
I can't do this anymore.
Prayers to Troops, their families, Prez Bush, Teresa and Lisa for listening to all of this, all the ttcers and all the mommies to be. Please enjoy every moment you have your little ones. They are so precious and irreplaceable.