i thought i would start one of these now, i keep meaning to. im 18 years old, just, so is my fiance, paddy, we have been together almost one year now and its crazy to think how far we have come in that time. im now 23 weeks pregnant, due on june 12th, i cant wait! though things are pretty tough for us both throughout this whole thing. basically we got pregnant because i was told i was infertile by someone who i believed, i shouldnt have, but anyway when we found out i was actually pregnant we were terrified, but at the same time totally happy n excited! when we found out our angel is a boy we where even more excited! pat really wanted a boy!
at the moment i am still in college, pat is trying to find work. i finish college in april which is ment to be when we move into the hoouse we r renting off my dad, if pat manages to get a job by then n it all goes through ok with buying it. i hope it does i just want everything to be perfect. pat has had 2 interviews we r waiting to hear on, so im just wishing things turn out good! i have bought most of the stuff i need for baby with my birthday money, so im getting there! im so so excited!
health wise im okish...i keep getting a blistering rash on my skin that i need blood tests for n i feel run down n tired 24/7 it makes it pretty hard to get into college. not that the horrible admin lady understands at all! grrrr! my mu got her divorce so things r looking good for her anyway! n i get tomoro off college for blood tests, much to the disapproval of nasty admin lady!
i have decided to leave my birth board because this women is judging me for being young! i dont want to tell her why i got pregnant or how badly she is bringing me down by judging me like this, i dont wanna give her the satisfaction of knowing she is hurting me. i just sit here happy in the knowledge that i will be a wonderful mum no matter what she thinks!