Wednesday, June 28, 2006
So my glucose test is coming up July 19. I'm alittle bit nervous, I have to admit. Both of my aunts failed there's and had the diabetes. So now I'm worried about possible having diabetes. It seems like a pregnant woman worries about everything. Is it true we become hypercondracts? I do know that lately my back has been hurting. I did a TP test, and it takes 9 toilet paper to wrap around my thickest section of my stomach. So I'm starting to show. I do not know how I feel about this? Sometimes, I feel estatic; other times, fat. Its probably just my emotions. I don't know.
Today, Justin and I had a fight. We have been putting off going down to social services b/c of how it makes us feel. I have that application for Burger King, but did not turn it in yet. Justin's worried about our future. He thinks having this baby is a mistake. How could something created out of love be a mistake? I hate when he is depressed. Living with someone depressed is hard. It takes a toil on you. All day today, I'll be in a ho hum mood because of it.