Miscarriage last month, Pregnancy this month. My Experience.

Well, I found out I was pregnant on 5/12 of last month and I miscarried on 5/21. The miscarriage symptoms came on very quick and were severe. I ended up in the ER for the evening. Basically, I started spotting brown/light to pink, then I started having pretty bad cramps. After some time, I felt like I was going to vomit as well as have diahrrea(tmi). I went into the bathroom and within minutes ended up on the bathroom floor feeling like I was going to faint. I proceeded to have these waves of cramps that were horrible. At that point I went into ER. When I got in, I started bleeding and was told my cervix was very open. By the time I left, my quantitive blood test was less than 5. I had lost the baby.

That experience was horrific both physically and emotionally, but Now, we are in June and we've had a miracle or so it seems!

Me and my DH BDing starting 6 or 7 days after my m/c and I started feeling pregnant again around 6/9 - 6/10. I guess I didn't think I had the chance to be pregnant so soon, but I checked anyway. I got a nice pink line. I was floored. I then bought a digital and that flashed "pregnant" as well. I've been checking on cheapie tests everyday, just to see if the lines are getting darker - they are. Amazing.

I have an appt on Monday morning, because I really need to know when I likely conceived. If my m/c counts as day 1 of a new cycle, why would I get a BFP 8dpo??That seems so early to me!.

As far as how I feel, It's pretty much VERY sore boobs, queasiness, and severe fatigue. I am not peeing alot or anything else.

I will update after appt on Monday.

It's Sunday - Happy fathers Day to all the dad's out there (although I am sure not many, if any, are reading this. haha)

I just wanted to share a few things going on with me. I am actually engaged to be married next month. Of course, me and my Fiancee were hoping to wait to have babies, but admit it's been hard - we are just so in love.

Either way, things have been rough going for us and we are actually seperated due to a big argument we've had. I hate how alone it makes me feel, it's like I just want to tell him every little thing that is going on with me, i.e. my fears, joys, small body changes, etc.. I think I am jinxed when it comes to men.

I sure hope we can work this out.

I don't go to church too much anymore, but I think I am going to go tonight. I need peace and guidance. I'm sure it will help me.

I will write after my first appt tomorrow.

Well, I had my appt today. My blood count was 280 and they think that I am between 3 and 4 weeks. I do more blood tests on Wed/Fri and I also have my ultrasound on Fri, so we will know exactly how everything is going.

I will update on Wed with my new blood count.