Well I was kind of waiting for a sign that I am still pg, and here it is I woke up this morning and sat up and nearly threw up, lovely. Ive felt so sick ever since. I really cant imagine eating anything, but im hungry at the same time
Im at work right now and I know im very pale, Ive already been asked if I have a hangover …. This is going to be a long…. however long this lasts for I have the ginger biscuits in my bag but cant bear the thought of eating them…. Welcome to m/s Sunny
I just had to rearrange my scan for the 1st Feb because I am training in London on the 31st. Talk about round the houses, I practically had to ring 5 or 6 people to sort it out
Queasiness seems to have eased a bit. I had a cup of hot blackcurrant juice and felt quite a lot better, must remember that one!!
Im a little worried today as Ive woken up feeling practically ok. I mean i dont feel as sick as i have the last few days of so and my bb's are not as tender... Isnt it wierd how comforting pain can be!!!
Had our New Years party last night and I didnt drink a drop of alcohol, pretty pleased with myself! (not to mention suprised!) and i was definately the only sober one here which was certainly an eyeopener, and why i am downstairs on the pc before anyone else has even thought about getting out of bed.... Ive even tidied up! Whats up with that?!?!
Well mini panic over My bb's are back with a vengeance and i feel icky
I think maybe my body clock was thrown off with staying up so late - i got to bed about 4am
Ive been thinking a lot about the 12 weeks scan recently and how I'll feel that day and Im so nervous already. Will the baby actually BE there?!! Its such a nightmare to even think about. I just keep imagining the ultrasound techie saying sorry theres nothing there.... And if he/she IS there, is she normal? In the right place? Growing fast enough?
Is this normal to feel? Or am i just a crank? *sigh* I feel so much more optimistic every day that goes by. Like today, waking up to 8 weeks was so cool. And i think about how much more confident i'll feel every week....
Im sure ive put on some weight now. I dont want to put on too much at this point, but i know that i should probably put on 3/4lbs in the first trimester. Im sure it'll work out. Im not excersizing as much as i should and straight after the christmas holidays im going to start swimming every week again, and I'll make sure i actually do some lengths rather than floating around with my Nan
I think my Dad is starting to suspect something I spoke to him this mornign and mentioned that we might be up end of January and he got all abrupt with me Hmmmm. Im thinking about telling him AFTER the scan, still before friends etc, maybe we'll arrange to go up the 1st weekend in Feb, just after the scan, when i'll (hopefulyl) know everything is ok. He's a bit funny about me having children, at any possible opportunity he says how young i am and to make sure i make the most of my career etc before thinking of children. So in that respect, i wont feel too bad about waiting to tell him, because it'll be after any point when he might ask the questions 'Are you sure you are pg' etc etc
So it only puts back telling people by a couple weeks, and im not to worried about that. The important people know already.
We went on the church walk today and i think I'll pulled a muscle or something in my hip/top of my leg. It seizes up whenever i stop moving for a bit, but hurts like hell when i move
I felt good that i went on the walk as ive had so little excersising since getting pg, but maybe i overdid it? It was about 4 miles..
Back to work tomorrow... Thankfully the m/s seems to have settled a bit now, i generally only get it about an hour after waking for a couple hours then late evening as i get tired. So with drinking the squash and knowing that, it feels a bit more controllable. I think my waist is getting a bit thicker, though i went to slimming class tonight and ive only put on 2lbs and i reckon thats Christmas weight
Well I definately feel something is going on down there, last night, while watching the tv i was lying on the sofa with my feet up and my arms folded over my tunny, which is how i normally sit and after a while i noticed really uncomfortable pressure in my back and so shifted, it felt much better for a sec, then as i settling down again it started again.. well this went on for a while then i moved my arms and the pressure went totally
Im guessing that i was pushing down on my uterus (now the size of an orange apparently ) and causing the pressure in my lower back, so now i know that, it doesnt happen anymore .... duh...
Its amazing how much more confident i feel as the days go past, i just watch myself to make sure i dont become complacent, i thank God every day for this pregnancy.
I am thinking about going to the DRs about this mark on my breast. Im sure it is fine, and i dont really want to make a fuss, especially as i had quite a few visits to the DR last year.... Oh well, i suppose it is what they are there for. Its better safe than sorry with these things. I'll phone them in the morning.
I feel ok today, this mornign i was standing up a lot and that didnt feel great, but i was much better this afternoon, i took tuna in for lunch and was able to eat all of it, whcih is more than i can say for the Cous cous yesterday
I think I'll go to bed now actually, im pretty tired...
I went to the doctors yesterday afternoon and he asid it was just a rash and nothing to worry about. He said there are up to 50 rashes that doctors can expect to see on a pg woman, so at least that’s ok. He was so nice too, Im going to make sure I see him in future if I have to visit the doctors. He was really patient and wanted to know how I was feeling, and to tell him all my anxieties and he reassured me on everything I spoke about. He said I should take time out to relax and just to remember that as long as I am doing the 'normal things' - avoiding softs cheese, alcohol, cigarettes/smoke, peanuts, uncooked meats etc then it is utterly out of my hands.
I know this, but it was good to hear it from someone who is not a book I feel much calmer today, so that’s great, Im 9 weeks tomorrow and im really exited
I dont know why, but i feel so thrilled that my pregnancy has made it this far. I thank God everyday that its ok so far.
I thought this evening that i had a tiny bit of brown spotting, but i dont think it was after all. But it wasnt red, so Im not going to get myself in a state about it.
I've been feeling a bit crampy and tired the last day or so and my calfs and feet have been realy hurting, so i wont be wearing my heeled black boots for a while if that what the do to me! My jeans are starting to put pressure on my belly too, so i'll have to stop wearing my belt to give myslef a bit more slack!
I feel so ill today, i had an ok 2 hours this morning, then for the rest of the day ive felt so sick... blah, also feels like my head is about to explode. I slept this afternoon for 3 hours! Very unlike me...
Ah well, another day through, another day closer to u/s