Well, I'm 26 years old, not quite the age I thought I would be having my first at. My father and I share a 30-year gap birthday on the 30th of the month. So I've always wanted to share that with a child of my own, hopefully I might. But I wanted to have my first at 20. Which is quite young now that I think about it, but at the time all I could think of was that I would be 40 when my child would be 20. And I wouldn't be too old to be physically involved in his or her life.
But oh well, life had alot of twists and turns. Unfortunately there were many broken relationships and many chances of motherhood that I passed along the way.
I guess when the time is right everything is just better. I'm hoping for twin boys, but I promise myself that I will love what may come with all my heart. I've waited quite a while for this...
I'm at my 9th week and have read pretty much every article, book and website I got my hands on. I actually was reading one book when my morning sickness started. The book is actually great but everytime I try to read it now I get nauseous. In case anyone's interested it's called
Program your baby's health : the pregnancy diet for your child's lifelong well-being
I got it from the library, it has pretty much everything in it when it comes to what to eat, when to eat, and how much to eat of course no one I can imagine can eat as much as what's written, that's part of what makes me so nauseous I think. But still it's a good read. We've got a couple of months of time on our hands anyway. Right??