So nervous and excited all at the same time
A little background- M/C ment (might be TMI)
You all know that I had a m/c at the end of June. For about 3 weeks before the m/c I was spotting constantly, so I was always going in for u/s. So I got to see the baby about every other day (seriously- I have over 10 u/s pics of it). And I knew that it was not growing properly the whole time. But it's little heart kept beating away and so we were hoping (even though I knew something was wrong) that it was okay. I had an appointment on Monday the 19th of June and we got to see the heartbeat, the baby was even moving around. But I was bleeding more and starting to cramp. I had more cramps on Tuesday and then Tuesday night I started to cramp worse. I went in on Wednesday morning (I had been pregnant for 9 weeks). The baby was measuring about 8 wks, 2 days and there was no heartbeat.
Now why I am nervous and excited- I am at 8wks today (1 of my tickers changed today!). I have an appointment on Wednesday where I will be 8wks, 3days. The last baby never got that big. So far this pregnancy is so different from the last one, so I am really hopeful and excited. At the same time, it is a really had time for me and so I am so nervous that there will be no heartbeat at the appointment on Wednesday. So I just need some reassurance or something.
Thanks ladies! You are the best!
Poll about Gender- updated 12/7/06
I will be updating this poll as more people let me know what they think
Poll from my family/friends about gender guesses:
Girl- 12- Greg, Kendrick, Rick, Nan, Sue (I guess I think it's a "she."), Aunt Robin, Gram, Debbie, Corbs [ps- my baby prediction is girl (circle 2027- duh!) ], Pepper(I think it's a girl because it looks like it's always posing for the u/s), Jamie H.(I vote that super sperm Greg will carry a double X, so my vote is a girl!), Jill (Ok, getting it in under the wire, I vote that it's a grrrrrl)
Boy- 12- Ali, Rich (that seems to be the trend with our friends), Heather (I had a dream that you had a boy, and you were looking at him saying thank g-d nicky and joey were cute babies...I am not quite sure what that means but put me down for boy.), Charles, Reesa (My gut says boy. No good reason. Just a gut feeling.), Jim, Dena, Joey, Ben, Megan(women's intuition), Evelyn (Its going to be a boy...no doubt about it), Randi (boy- checked chinese gender chart)
Nicole- i dont care what the baby is i just want it to come so it could be a boy or girl put me down for both