My Pregnancy Journal
I can't believe I'm PREGNANT!!!! I found out almost a week ago. I love the fact that I'm pregnant but I'm terrified!!!! After my miscarriage in August I've been overanalysing EVERYTHING! My boobs hurt SO bad the other day, now they don't hurt that much and that's totally freaking me out. I don't know if that comes and goes or not. I hope it's normal. My husband and I haven't really told anyone, maybe one or two people, and the ladies on the forums, but no one in our familes. I don't want to go through what I did last time. The last time I told everyone, and then I had to re-tell everyone that I miscarried. That was the most painful thing I've ever had to do and I never want to go through that again. I've decided to wait until my first ultrasound before we tell anyone. I'm 6 weeks and 1 day today. I'm very excited!!!!
Ahhh, tomorrow is my first appointment with the doctor. I'm a little nervous about it, but I want to find out the results of my HCG levels and such. I called the doctor this morning because I'm wondering if it's okay to dye your hair while you're pregnant. My hair looks aweful right now and I'll be REALLY bummed if I have to live with it like this for the next 8 months!!! But I guess it's a sacrifice I'll have to make, and I must say, I'm more than willing to make it!
I had my first bout of severe nausea this morning. It REALLY sucked. It started at about 5 and I had it all the way until I got up around 9. I probably should have just gotten up and thrown up. I'm sure I would have felt better. But I'm so freaking stubborn that I didn't want to get up!!!
We haven't told anyone in the family that I'm preggo yet. I want to wait until my first ultrasound. It's getting harder and harder not to tell anyone though! Anyhoo. I'll post after my appointment tomorrow!