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    Well, I finally made it here. I suppose I should introduce myself. My name is Nicky. I am 26 and married to Earl who is 31. We have been married for nearly 5 years. We have been ttc'ing sinse 4/02. We got pregnant in Nov 2002 but lost our little angel back in January of 2003 and have been trying again sinse. I become officially pregnant yesterday when the doc confirmed it. DH and I are thrilled yet scared to death about losing another baby. I really wonder if I could go through it again....

    I am officially 4 weeks today if you by LMP. So, now we just got 8 weeks left to get out of the woods.....I have to get a meeting at work so more later....
    Nicky Married to Dan on 2/28/08
    Mom to Sebastian, my lil guy who came 6 weeks early 8/27/11
    Mom to Samuel. my extra lil guy who came close to 14 weeks early 8/1/12
    and always in my heart forever s 1/23/03 &7/23/03
    Letters to Sebastian http://librababy.wordpress.com/
    Letters to Sam and also our NICU journey http://scorpiobaby.wordpress.com/
    Rasing the Brothers Phttp://raisingthebrothersp.wordpress.com/

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    Hi! Well, we have made it through the weekend. I have been cramping alittle bit in my back today so I am trying not to worry to much. I am hoping it means little "Knuckles" is just making itself comfortable. There has been no spotting so that makes me feel a million times better becuase with our little angel I had cramping and spotting when he/she had to leave us. I am really do not have many symptoms if any so that to makes me nervous. But atleast my bb's still hurt alittle. They did not earlier today but tonight after I got in my pj's they have so that makes me feel better. I really wish I could get m/s or something so I could totally know all is good with us. It is so unfair that people who suffer a loss cannot really enjoy the next pregnancy. I think once I get past the 12 week mark i will scream and be so happy and then relish in every moment of this wonderful experience.

    I am off to bed now...I will try and write more tomorrow.
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    Nicky Married to Dan on 2/28/08
    Mom to Sebastian, my lil guy who came 6 weeks early 8/27/11
    Mom to Samuel. my extra lil guy who came close to 14 weeks early 8/1/12
    and always in my heart forever s 1/23/03 &7/23/03
    Letters to Sebastian http://librababy.wordpress.com/
    Letters to Sam and also our NICU journey http://scorpiobaby.wordpress.com/
    Rasing the Brothers Phttp://raisingthebrothersp.wordpress.com/

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    July 21st, 4 weeks and 4 days...just a few more days til we hit 5 weeks!
    Hi Little Knuckles:
    I finally got the introduction part of your journal done so now I am going to concentrate on writing to you.

    First, I guess I should probaby explain why mommy is calling you little Knuckles....A few ladies over on the 0-6 month board did not read mommy's name close enough and thought it said Nicky Knuckles instead of nickylynnluckes. So, once your daddy and I got the wonderful BFP and confirmation by the doc we decided Little Knuckles would be a good name for you. I think it means you are a little fighter. I know that you are a little fighter...such a fighter you are going to make sure you stay with us for the whole 9 months....I think you older brother or sister is watching you from above. Your older sibling had leave mommy and daddy back in January of this year. I know God is taking care of our little angel and looking out for you inside mommy.

    Mommy is trying to stay positive but is worried that you may hav eto leave us to. Daddy keeps telling mommy you need to stay positive...WE ARE HAVING THIS BABY. Which I am but sometimes the fear overtakes me at times. I really wish I could see you on an u/s and that would make me feel so much better. Or get some m/s or something. Mommy does not have mant symptoms which all in all is a blessing but makes me nervous. I want to know that you are fluttering away inside and growing big and strong. I have had alittle back pain over the wekend so I hope that means you are making yourself really comfortable.

    Well, mommy needs to get back to work so I will write more to you later. I am going to try and write to you in a book too so once you get older you can read all the crazy stuff mommy thought while being pregnant.

    Love you more then the world itself....

    Mommy
    Nicky Married to Dan on 2/28/08
    Mom to Sebastian, my lil guy who came 6 weeks early 8/27/11
    Mom to Samuel. my extra lil guy who came close to 14 weeks early 8/1/12
    and always in my heart forever s 1/23/03 &7/23/03
    Letters to Sebastian http://librababy.wordpress.com/
    Letters to Sam and also our NICU journey http://scorpiobaby.wordpress.com/
    Rasing the Brothers Phttp://raisingthebrothersp.wordpress.com/

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    Hey Baby!
    It's Mommy here....what else is new right? I am just wondering how things are going inside me. You are not making me sick or anything so I am hoping and praying you are still growing and all that good stuff...I really should say I KNOW YOU ARE! Your daddy will not be pleased if he knew I was saying I hope....he says you gotta believe. Which I do! I know you are there. I hope I did not upset you to much with my crying last night. I was just worried becuase I was not feeling any different really.

    Mommy seems to only feel weird at work....maybe you are bored while I sit and type all day. So, maybe that is why I get tired quicker and my bb's hurt. But at the end of the day they do not hurt much....what's up little one? Are you playing with mommy already? I suppose you are....well Thursday we get to go to a intake class so hopefully I can talk them into letting me see you sonner then the end of August!

    I hope you could hear me read that prayer to you. I plan on reading it everynight to you so you and God knows how much Daddy and I love you and need you to stick around and be healthy for 9 months!

    I need to get lunch so I can feed you. So, just remember we love you and want to you fight and be strong! You are our little "knuckles" right?

    Love you!
    Mommmy
    Nicky Married to Dan on 2/28/08
    Mom to Sebastian, my lil guy who came 6 weeks early 8/27/11
    Mom to Samuel. my extra lil guy who came close to 14 weeks early 8/1/12
    and always in my heart forever s 1/23/03 &7/23/03
    Letters to Sebastian http://librababy.wordpress.com/
    Letters to Sam and also our NICU journey http://scorpiobaby.wordpress.com/
    Rasing the Brothers Phttp://raisingthebrothersp.wordpress.com/

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    Well, Little baby...Mommy and Daddy are going to miss you so.. I hope your big sister or brother is taking good care of you up in heaven....

    One day Mommy and daddy will get this right....

    we love you!
    Nicky Married to Dan on 2/28/08
    Mom to Sebastian, my lil guy who came 6 weeks early 8/27/11
    Mom to Samuel. my extra lil guy who came close to 14 weeks early 8/1/12
    and always in my heart forever s 1/23/03 &7/23/03
    Letters to Sebastian http://librababy.wordpress.com/
    Letters to Sam and also our NICU journey http://scorpiobaby.wordpress.com/
    Rasing the Brothers Phttp://raisingthebrothersp.wordpress.com/

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