My prayers have been answered! I'm in shock! I got a faint BFP hpt last Thursday. I went to the doctor, but their test came back negative. They said to come back today. I continued to chart, and I took a hpt everyday until today. I got 4 BFP!!! Today I got a BFP at the doctor's office. They took blood for progesterone test, etc. I'm suppose to go back on Wednesday for more test. I'm still in shock! I'm beyond happy. My edd is January 24, 2004. I've told dh, my parents & his parents. I've also told my best friend & my boss. I'm trying to decide when to tell everyone else. I want to shout it from the roof tops now! I'm going to try to wait until they get a hearbeat through vaginal ultrasound around 6wks. They I may tell everyone. Dh is very happy too. I just don't know what else to say except my prayers have been answered, and I'm still in shock! Have I said that? LOL And we are not going to find out the sex of the baby. We are going to call the baby Skwushy until it arrives!
Well we've told everyone we are close to now. I'm still so excited! I signed up for expect.net today. I plan on emailing everyone after the first trimester so they can play along. I'm feeling fine. Very tired though. I love it! I go back to the doctor tomorrow for more blood work. I'll get the results from yesterdays I guess tomorrow. I pray everything is great! I'm still so thankful and excited!
I went back to the doctor yesterday. My progesterone was great! They didn't even want me to come back to test it again. They did test my hcg level again. They called just a little while ago to tell me it had doubled. So they don't have to test it again either! They told me to call tomorrow to schedule my first u/s for the end of next week! I'll be 6wks then. I'm so excited. They said b/c of the holiday weekend they may not be able to see me until the next week. I'm ok either way. I'm feeling really good about all of this. I'm very tired though. I took a long nap this afternoon. I love being pg!
Everything is going great! I made my appointment for my first u/s. I get to see my baby's heartbeat next Friday morning at 10am. I'm so excited! Dh is coming with me. I can't contain how happy I am. I'm very tired lately and a little queasy. I can handle it though. I love being pg!
Everything is still going GREAT! I feel so blessed to have a little baby growing inside of me. Today was a relaxing day. I even took a nap this afternoon. I've felt fine so far. I've been really tired, but that's about it. Little twinges every now and then. I thought I may be getting a yeast infection, but now I don't think so. I'll ask the doctor to make sure everything is good. I'm still very happy!
Only 3 days left until I see my little baby's heartbeat. I'm so excited. I also started feeling out my pregnancy record book that my mom bought last time I was pg. I'm going to stay on top of that sort of stuff so it won't be hard to complete. Everything is great. I've had little twinges off and on. I've been very tired. I have a little cold or my allergies are acting up. The weather here isn't helping any. Last night I went over to my best friend's house. It was fun. I couldn't get in the hot tub though. I had to just sit on the edge. It didn't bother me any though! Her dd (7) asked me several questions about being pg again. She is so sweet. She really hopes everything works out this time. My mom is still so excited. I think she's almost more excited than me. LOL First grandchild! I have today off work for Memorial Day. I've rested most of the day so far. I need to clean some though. Tomorrow it's back to work. Only 3 teacher's workdays left, and I'm out for the summer! This pg came at the best time! That's about it. Nothing really new to report. I just can't wait until Friday!!!!!!
Tomorrow I will be 6weeks!!! Then next day I will see my sweet little baby's heartbeat. I'm so excited. Today was our last teacher workday for this year. I finished up early and went to visit another teacher who just had her baby. He's only 11 days old. How cute! I loved holding him and chatting with her. It was a good distraction. And what fun to talk about babies. Tomorrow we have our end of the year teacher brunch. It should be nice. After that I'm getting a pedicure with my mom. I gave her a gift certificate for Mother's Day. We are going to go together as a treat. I'm feeling fine. Sometimes slightly queasy. Sometimes I wish I would just puke once to really feel like I have m/s. Everyone says m/s is a good sign of pg. It wasn't true last time so I don't know why I want it so bad this time. I'm very excited but sort of nervous about Friday. I'm very glad my appt is in the morning. I guess I just need to trust that everything is going to be ok. I pray for it every night. I'm so excited to see this little baby. I was telling my friend today that I remember when she was telling me she was pg. Now her little boy is 11 days old! Time flies!
Well I'm beyond excited. I'm going for my u/s tonight at 8pm instead of tomorrow morning. They rescheduled me, and I couldn't be happier. It was funny. The nurse said you can bring as many ppl as you want tonight. I thought wrong thing to say to me. LOL I can see my whole family going. LOL It's just going to be me and my dh. I can't wait to see the heartbeat. That will make me feel 10 times better! Today was my brunch for work this morning. It was nice. I'm just glad tomorrow I can sleep late. I'm trying to stay busy until tonight. I'm taking my mom for her pedicure, and I'm going to get one too. I can't wait to update my journal again with the news from the u/s!
6wks & DEVASTATED
My u/s appt tonight changed my life forever. The u/s tech could not even find a sac. I'm so sad. I go tomorrow for another HCG test. I'm trying to stay hopeful, but I know there should be a sac by now. Please pray for me if you are reading this.
Well to end this journal with a m/c is not what I would have wanted. However, that's what happened. Thursday night at my u/s they couldn't see anything. This morning (Saturday) I started m/c. It is a sad moment, but one I'm sure I will get through. I will ttc again this cycle. I continue to pray that one day I will be blessed with a baby.