Well I know that I am starting this late and have really made it past all of the milestones. I felt like it was something I should do, something I should start recording. Maybe just how he is moving or how I'm feeling. If we have another, I wanted to know when to expect things.
Well our baby boy is moving like crazy these days. I've especially started to see my stomach do the whole up and down moving thing...almost like he is moving his body and not just his feet and hands. That is a weird feeling!
I still feel weird about becoming a mom. I wanted this so bad and we tried to get pregnant for so long...and now that it's here...now that I just started my third trimester....I'm so nervous and scared.
We haven't even started his nursery yet. We are so lazy! Well I am. My husband worked on the room, started clearing things out a few weekends ago. It seems like every weekend there is something to do. This is our first weekend free and I'm sitting here online. I woke up at 7:30 this morning and that seems to be normal for me now. I used to sleep in until 11. I don't necessarily want to sleep that late...it's just so strange to be up so early. I don't tell people this because I'm so tired of hearing "oh you just wait". It's like people who have already had kids can't wait until another "victim" experiences what they did. I would like to hear, "I hope your baby sleeps all night for you." That's a much better way to phrase that!
I'm looking at our messy house right now and don't even know where to start cleaning. My brain can't seem to envelope that right now. I need Brian to help me think these days. I rely on him for so much. I don't deserve him! He makes sure I eat at night, that there is food in the fridge, that laundry is done, that I get a hug each day and a kiss. I love everything about him. What a great daddy he's going to make.