First off, I miss all of you and most of all the conversations. My patient just went back to school so unfortunately I am there all day with him and once work is over I am a busy super mom I never have any time to just sit.
So I am sure that I am m/c, the spotting has picked up and is now a red light flow. No cramping or clots as of yet which I know the worst is yet to come hoping it does not happen when I am at school with my patient since I can not leave him. Ugh, and thats the part I hate the most just waiting it kills me. I just wish it was over with fast but my body always seems to take the long route and just slowly let go. Hurts physically and emotionally. DH is supportive and still has hope even though I know what's to come because my body is telling me all the signs. I feel bad and utterly hopeless. DH and I agreed once OB comes back we will start further testing and try to figure out the problem. Looking hopeful to the future and possible answers to all our problems.