A re-introduction (loss mentioned)
Hey ladies... I was on here a few years ago... and I'm back again! I was lurking for a bit and think I saw a couple familiar names here.
Dh and I are blessed with this unexpected pgcy... this will be our 4th child. I am 12 wks... almost 13, due in April.
I few years ago I had a stillborn at 20wks. We found out at our 20 wk gender u/s that our son no longer had a heart beat, I had lost him just days before. A few days later I gave birth to the most beautiful and smallest angel. Since that loss I have given birth to a beautiful healthy girl now 2yrs old. So... this gives me strength and hope for this pgcy. I did have a m/c a year ago at 9 wks... Actually.... this is my 7th pgcy and I have lost every other baby. So... I am destined to meet this lil one crying loud in my arms! I am having a hard time emotionally this go (although since my 20 wk loss every pgcy has been difficult) with this pgcy I am due the same month Reid (my angel) was due... therefore all my dates and milestones mirror his making this hard. My 20 wk gender u/s for this one will be right around the same time in November that his was and when our nightmare began. Sooo, this pgcy is bringing up a lot of emotions, memories and fears.
In anycase... I am anxious to jump on in again and get to know everyone.
HH9M to all!!!