Starting to sink in...
That I will be a mother of 3, instead of 1. I've been off for 1 week now and have been trying to get everything sorted out before the babies comes. I've spent the entire day "nesting" getting the house spotless so I won't have to worry about it when they arrive. And I have come to the realization that it is exactly a week tomorrow that I will be induced and be holding my babies. Physically, I'm ready, it will be nice to have my body back and me able to move freely but emotionally, I'm not ready. I am feeling quilty for my daughter who is now going to have to share the spot light with not only one baby but two. And I'm just scared because I remember the sleepless nights and the struggle bfing. I'm easily frustrated as it is now, I'm scared how I'll be when I'm competely sleep deprived.
How are you ladies feeling? Anyone sharing the same problems?
Oh gawd yes! But I'm not ready house wise. Honestly I'm scared of the sleep deprivation. Scared!!!!
I haven't even been able to think that far ahead yet. I don't feel prepared enough to start any real nesting and my freak-outs are more financial than anything else at this point. I am doing my best to get through that La Leche book but that thing is freakin' DENSE! I hope it just all works out...