I seriously must be PMSing today. I am just so emotional! It's Dylan's first birthday and I can't help but think about what I was feeling and where we were both physically and emotionally this time last year. NICU has some really high highs and some really low lows. I was so blessed to have great doctors, nurses, family and friends there... and here online. Thank you to all of you who listened to me rant and whine about everything from being scared, to not having a computer desk in the crappy room they moved me into, to the heartbreak of leaving the hospital without her, and the triumph of bringing her home. Okay, I'm seriously bawling here at my desk and lunch is almost over so I'm about to have 25 13 year-olds coming back in my room. Need to go wash my face!