I finished something and I wanted to thank Tia for making the suggestion to me. I've been working on a scrapbook of pics that we had taken while Isaiah was home with us. I've worked off and on on it for a while now and I think I'm ready to be done with it. I'm really glad I did it even through all the tears. I think its just part of me moving on and healing. Not sure what I will do with it. DH hasn't looked at any of it. He knows I was working on it and says whatever I need to do but he just doesn't want to see it. I respect that. We all deal differently.
I'm not posting it right now. I've journaled on the pages and for now I'm just not ready to share those.
I don't think we are going back on the waiting list anytime soon, and maybe never. I wrestle with that daily. I just don't have the peace or maybe even the courage to try this again. And for now I'm learning to accept that.
Anyway, just thought I would share with some girls that I knew would "get" it. Now that I'm done with that, I'll try to get back to things to share with you all!
The physical me is doing better too! I'm on hormones that cause a continuous AF and that just simply stinks right now but my body is doing what my dr. wants it to so I'm happy. He even said I may avoid surgery when I went in last week. PTL!
Oh, and on a happy note- SNOW DAY tomorrow too!