Ha! You thought I was going to say... and cried!
Nope, good day today. Still nothing. No word. Lawyer knows nothing either. But I'm beginning to feel ok with it all. There are some things I'm taking with me from this experience. Most importantly an adoption MATCH is not really anything other than a birthfamily liking what they see about you. I think I'll do better next time with realistically seeing what is going on. It's not real until placement happens and TPR is signed. Lesson learned- check!
I had scheduled an appointment to meet a pediatrician that I have really heard great stuff about. I laid in the bed for a while this morning and debated on going or just calling and canceling. But I figured that I might as well go ahead and meet her b/c surely we will need one at some point. All went well with that.
I spent a couple of hours with my Ipod and my float at the pool which turned out kinda nice.
Our SW called today and asked if we wanted to go back on the waiting families list and after DH convincing me a little I said what the heck. She said good b/c I want to show your profile to a birthmom tomorrow. :eek: Not sure what I think about that really but I said yes so we'll see. I'm not all that worried and doubt that we would be chosen out of the many couples I'm sure she will see, but want to hear something bizarre? Same due date!!! Isn't that something?
OH, and back to the breaking down part, I signed up on Facebook today. My niece coerced me by telling me that ALL THE COOL KIDS ARE DOING IT! 15- gotta love her! I told her if I was one of these teachers that gets caught up in some scandalous controversy involving a student that never likes me who makes wild accusations, she's gonna sit in the cell with me!
I'll try to add you girls as soon as I figure out what I'm doing!