I'm back girls! (long, m/c)

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I'm back girls! (long, m/c)

Sorry I skipped out for a bit, just needed some time. I'm trying but I have a lot of catching up to do on the board.

So far,
Congrats Sadie and I can't wait to see pics. BTW- Sorry to be so late, but I mailed your VC prize. I really apologize for taking so long.

Ashley- I mailed your chicken too! So sorry!!!!!

Charys- congrats on your new job. Can't wait to hear how that is goes.

Happy Birthday Karen.

Tia- your Damien pic is precious!

Melody- thank you so much for the PM. You are sweet

I can't go back and post on all the threads but you girls have been busy and talented as well!

We've really had a tough go lately. What I thought was my PCOS issues was actually a m/c. I don't really have any other words about that but just keep us in your prayers right now. I feel like all I really ask for anymore is prayers.

We did find out last week that the possible adoption placement is a NO. The baby was placed with a family member.

Still trying to work out my feelings and right now my spirit feels a little broken. I know God will give us strength.

Our town is having an auction for the tornado victims. There was a 30 year old mom and 9 week old baby that were killed. The father is still in the hospital. There is always someone in this world that is worse off. I keep reminding myself that. They are collecting items for auctioning. I'm working on making some cards to send for the auction. Just thought its something small I can contribute.

I've washed 26 loads of clothing this week to help some of the families from my school who have damaged or destroyed homes. It's kept me busy to say the least! :eek:

I've missed talking with you all. I'm sorry to all of you that are doing Biggest Loser. I didn't mean to bail but I think I'm over that for now.

Its' taken my some time to muster up these words and just "face" life. I promise, promise, I'll be back around more often. I do miss seeing all the talent on here.

Take care you all & God Bless!

Joined: 03/16/15
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Oh Kelly, Im So so sorry to hear of the miscarriage. Ive been through one myself and its the worst pain Ive ever experienced, not in the physical sense but your whole spirit aches. Im here to talk if you ever need to just scream, cry, vent, whine, whatever...I understand. Its taken me almost a year to see the "plan" in the whole event, and I still have many days where Im just so angry at God and dont understand. Know that its normal. Please take care of yourself.

Im devistated to hear that the adoption didnt go through for you guys, hopefully the baby will be happy with a family member. There are so many babies out there needing homes, ONE of them has to be right for you guys.

You are a wonderful person to do so much for the tornado victims especially in your own crisis at home. I guess sometimes its easier to keep busy than to deal with your own pain, there is a certian healing in helping others.

We will definately be keeping you and your family in our prayers. Please, please, please talk with me if you need it. We are all here for you!

Joined: 03/16/15
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Oh Kelly, I am so sorry to hear about your miscarriage. My heart aches for you and your husband, as it does to hear about how the adoption turned out. I will be thinking of you and hope for better times ahead. I know your faith is strong and that will help you through this difficult time. I admire you for all the work you are doing to help those devastated by the tornado. We are here for you. (((hugs)))

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Kelly I am so sorry things are not going good for you. Just please know that you will be in my prayers. We miss you a bunch, HUGS to you and your husband.

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im so sorry to hear about the m/c :bigarmhug: you are just a busy bee lately! we miss you! hopefully life calms down for you soon.

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Oh Kelly I am so sorry. My heart aches for you and your DH. I know what it's like and you guys are definitely in my prayers.

I'm also sorry about the adoption. I hope that works out best for that baby. Meanwhile, you guys will stay in my prayers that you either have a baby of your own soon or an adoption comes through soon for you guys.

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You are an amazing person and have been through a lot, you will be in my thoughts and prayers. Take your time to heal, and we will be here whenever you have the time and energy to come back.

Joined: 03/16/15
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I'm so sorry Kelly!

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I am so sorry Kelly. When it rains, it pours. You are a very strong person. And to help others so much is so wonderful of you. (that is a TON of laundry!) I know there's a baby out there somewhere for you. I hope he/she finds you very soon. :bighug:

And don't be worrying about the chicken!! That should be the least of your worries!

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:bigarmhug: I am so sorry for all you've been through, but I must say your strength radiates through your typing. Smile I will keep you and your family in my prayers Kelly. Remember God has a plan for you girl.

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:bigarmhug: I am so very sorry Kelly. Sad I am heart-broken for you. Please know we are always here for you and don't feel like you have to worry about posting. Just take care of yourself. And you are such an amazing person to help with all the laundry too. Another :bigarmhug:. Take care friend.

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Joined: 02/26/07
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Oh, Kelly :bigarmhug: I'm so sorry to hear about the m/c. Helping others throughout this difficult time in your life, you're just amazing! I'm praying a baby arrives in one way or another soon for you guys. :bigarmhug:

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oh hunnie have you had some big stuff going on :(:bigarmhug: I am so sorry you and your husband are dealing with all that while also trying to salvage what's left with some families in your community. :bigarmhug: Never feel bad asking for more prayers. You my friend will remain in my prayers even beyond the day when you happily have your family complete and feel perfectly blessed. :bigarmhug:

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Kelly, my heart is going out to you. I was starting to worry about you since you hadn't been posting here or BLC. I'm so sorry about the m/c and the baby being placed with family. That's a lot to take at once. We're here for you, and I will keep you in my prayers.

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I hope that you can tell you are loved and are in all of our thoughts and prayers! Just scroll and see all the virtual hugs you've gotten! I wish we could give them in person, though.

You've had so much going on. I hope that you find some comfort, peace, and some time to scrap for therapy! Prayers sent for you and your DH!

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Joined: 05/30/07
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Oh man... I'm so sorry Kelly. No two miscarriages are alike, but having gone through one, my heart goes out to you. You truly are a blessing, as previous people have said in much better ways then I ever could. Hugs.