As most of you know my Tyson has epilepsy. He has never been in daycare or anything cause if he gets any viral illness he can go into a seizure. He has been doing good at home with only having small night time seizures once a month and we have not had a grand mal seizure in awhile. However, we have not had one cause I prevent him from getting sick. If my other kids get sick they have to stay away from Tyson. Before we go to any family parties everyone tells me if their kids have been sick latley and if so we stay home. Now I am just letting him go it feels like! I won't be there if something would happen. If any kid goes home sick then he has to start meds asap. I am just a wreck. His teacher called me to ask if I wanted to meet her 1 on 1 this afternoon and I don't know how I am going to do it without breaking down. Thank god he will have Jazz there but I still don't know how I can do it. He starts tomorrow and he is so excited. Please pray that I can hold back my tears till I leave the school. Dh took off work to be there also so thank god for that. Okay I am done just needed to vent.