Hey girls just wanted to sorry that I had missed the vc I was not motivated at all and then just got super busy. I have been dealing with my neck again so I had to go in to have injections done on Monday which went fine, on Tuesday I had to take Jazz to American girl but could not make it. We were already an hour or so from home in ILon the way and I got stopped at the tollway for guess what???? Because Jasmin's seat was reclined!!! She had on her seatbelt but was slightly reclined so they made me pull over to do a full seatbelt check on Damien. Well, when I go to modeling I put Damien in the baby carseat which is up to 30 lbs so still fine. This way if he falls asleep I can just carry him in. So... they tell me that is not okay and I need to have another carseat brought to me! I tell them I am an hour and a half away from home!!! He did not care. So 2 cops had to follow me to get me off the highway safe. I looked like a criminal! I was so mad at this point and the one time I left my cell at home. I ended up parking right by gurnee mills mall but only had cash on me and not enough to buy a carseat which I did not want to do since I already had another one at home. By this time an hour had passed and I had already missed her shoot They gave me a ticket for Jasmin having her seat reclined!!! I mean I thought I was on that show punked. So I call for a carseat and tell modeling sorry (which sucked so bad) The cops left but they were at the toll so if I had just drove off to leave they would have saw me. I was trapped! Jazz and I walked to the mall with Damien. Thank god I had the stroller. Right as I was ready to lose it and break down I turn the corner and I see an ARCHIVERS! I think I even heard trumpets! It was like god telling me it would be okay LOL! Jazz was like mom, do you feel better now. She wanted to go to modeling but we booked American Girl on the 8th again and she had already known that so was fine. I went into Archivers and came out with new paper, a mimi album and a smile on my face! Then Jazz went shopping. Oh to make matters worse I had to call my mil for the carseat since everyone else was at work. Jasmin ended up seeing herself up in the mall so that was cool.
So back to my drama. Well we end up going to the car and mil was there and was nice. :eek: By the time we got home it was 7 at night and I knew the next afternoon we had a shoot at Kohl's. Although the mall was fun I wanted to give up on this whole modeling thing. I was just burnt out! So I wake up yesterday after not being able to sleep at all that night. I was up from 1 to 4a.m. and take Jazz to shool. I picked her up during lunch and we went to Kohl's which was nice. I don't know if anyone knows the show gossip girls but the mom of one of the girls (vanessa) is at Kohl's. We talk while in the waiting area and she tells me not to give up and how she has been there but it was worth it. (I bet, her daughter is famous) She was there with her youngest who is modeling. Trina, remember how your hubby said if K models she will turn into a crack addict. Well tell him not the model but yes, maybe the MOTHER! No wonder why the tabloids write about all those crazy parents like Lindsay's and Brittney's mom. How can they not be crazy? Now I understand LOL!
Well after all that stress, Damien rewarded me last night by sleeping all night for the first time! I woke up and it was light and I was so confused! I am so happy to get some sleep. I did go and pick up my prints last night and today I have NOTHING to do!!!! So today I am scrapping again. It makes me happy to escape to my room. Now if I only had a lock for the door!
Thanks if you got this far, I feel better now.