So last night I was doing my usual evening pick up around the house, and it finally hit me....I am about to have an INFANT again. Not a baby, but an INFANT. I started remembering all of the rough nights with DS, and the screaming, and the nursing and how tired I was, and I just can't wrap my head around how I am going to manage that AND have a 2 year old running around.
I know there are positives too, and I was just remembering the hard parts, but MAN it really freaked me out. Using a midwife this time around, there just aren't as many ultrasounds, so I haven't had one since 20 weeks. I know that is normal, but last time I had at least one in the 3rd trimester. I think it helped me bond with the baby. I know I will love this baby, and most of the time I am truly excited to have him as poart of our family, but right now I am just feeling overwhelmed.
Anyone else feeling like this??