Sorry I disappeared. I'm completely devastated. I wish I could say I'm doing better and realize that I'll be okay. But I just can't right now. Her death was such a huge shock to us and to everyone around that it just made it that much harder.
She died of NEC. Part of prematurity but they never detected it. I miss her SOOOOOO incredibly bad! :(
I've been very busy planning her funeral. Can you believe an infants funeral costs 4800!? they knocked it down to a thousand but that was money we didn't have. anyway, her funeral was on Thursday and she touched so many lives in two weeks. It was really touching. I've never hurt so much in my life though.
I really love you girls and all your support. I really do.