Sorry I disappeared. I'm completely devastated. I wish I could say I'm doing better and realize that I'll be okay. But I just can't right now. Her death was such a huge shock to us and to everyone around that it just made it that much harder.
She died of NEC. Part of prematurity but they never detected it. I miss her SOOOOOO incredibly bad!
I've been very busy planning her funeral. Can you believe an infants funeral costs 4800!? they knocked it down to a thousand but that was money we didn't have. anyway, her funeral was on Thursday and she touched so many lives in two weeks. It was really touching. I've never hurt so much in my life though.
I really love you girls and all your support. I really do.
Thank you for checking in. Take all the time you need. I can't imagine what you are going through at the moment. Everyone experiences things differently. We're here when you need us. Thinking of you always.
Thank you for checking in with us. We are all thinking of you and our hearts are breaking for your loss. Grieving is such an unknown - you never know how long each phase will take and how you will react. Just try to take it all in stride and remember to think about what YOU need. ::hugs::
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