And NO ONE WILL LISTEN? Kyan is fine.. But me on the other hand, Not so much. I don't see any reason why I should be in tears just from walking. And I mean baby steps... I can't lift my feet more than a couple inches off the floor, I can barely make a step without feeling like I'm gonna pass out and I can't stand for long without the pressure being so great that I start getting contractions. I can't do this anymore.. Something has got to give. I'm calling my dr tom morning to see if she can't atleast check and see if I'm dialated or if she can get me in for a growth scan on Kyan. I can't see how what I'm feeling is anywhere near being "normal". I'm not a first time mom, I've got 2 others. I've never felt like this in my life!!! Having a constant stabbing/burning pain in my vaginal area along with a pinched sciatica that won't stop is causing me to get severly depressed and causing me to lose my mind.
Thanks for letting me cry to you girls. I am tired.. Soo tired.... :(:(:(