Ladies I think I've lost it I'm so so anxious for this baby to get here. I've whined and complained to anyone and everyone who will listen about how done I am with being pregnant. But the past few days I've had this awful anxiety pop up about how I'm actually going to deal with 3 kids! I am suddenly beyond anxious about actually having baby in our home. I'm worried how my youngest will handle the baby, she's so clingy and such a mama's girl. I'm afraid she's going to hate me. My older daughter is so exicted, but I feel bad because I know that I will need her to be even more independent once baby is here and she's only 4 1/2. Ugh...how is it possible to be beyond ready to not be pregnant anymore, but terrified of taking on the new baby all at the same time. I also have this anxiety about the csection...I'm so afraid of something going wrong and the idea of the csection is scaring the crap out of me. I know what to expect, I've had 2 other csections...so it's not like I don't know what I'm in for. I'm already fretting about how cold/flu season is going to hit our family...my poor girls were sick ALL winter last year, they just couldn't catch a break!!! Maybe the insomnia and serious lack of sleep is just making me insane!!!