I hope that I am able to come back to this thread & say that I feel stupid for over reacting.
I've been feeling baby move since 13 weeks - now that early it was only at night while laying in bed & I was actually paying attention. It was very, very small almost like light pressure brushses against my insides if that makes sense. As baby grew those feelings got stronger & by 15 weeks it was more obvious - by 16 weeks I was feeling baby even when not in bed. On the 22nd I had a TON of movement from baby, it was soo cute - but since that evening I haven't felt anything.
Now, I know I'm still early so I didn't let it get to me until yesterday evening. I then started to pay attention to the usual times I'd feel baby which is at work while sitting down, and at night when going to bed. Nothing. I told myself I was being silly & kept trying to let it go. I did notice my belly felt a bit different & didn't feel or look as big - but then I'd shrug it off as me over reacting.
Tonight I'm worried & hoping so much I am just being silly & over reacting. It's been 4 days since I've felt anything & for some reason I'm starting to feel emotional about it tonight. Tell me I'm over reacting! I think I might txt my midwife & see if she will let me come over to hear the heartbeat - I have an appt. on Tuesday (she comes to my home) but I worry that IF something is wrong I don't want my kids to be there when I find out. Ya know?