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skylersmomma's picture
Joined: 04/10/11
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An update

Well I haven't been around much about 3 wks ago I had a nervous breakdown and ended up InThe psych hospital they diagnosed me with post traumatic stress disorder. After almost dieing when I had pre eclampsia and not being able to breastfeed I was depressed I felt un connected to kesler and constantly overwhelmed with my ppd. I am better now they adjusted my antidepressant and I am seeing a counciller I am happy to say I am feeling more bonded to kesler. Health wise I am doing better but drs r still monitoring my bp, heart and kidneys. Kesler is doing great he weighs a whooping 18lbs10oz and 26inches he will be 5 months on the 27th. Skyler is doing well too. Hope all you ladies r doing well. I have sure missed the board but I needed to come to terms with everything before I posted and I was worried about posting it on the fb group cause I did want other ppl on my fb to know what had happened as it's kinda embarrassing.

Nell4Him's picture
Joined: 10/25/06
Posts: 2455

I'm glad you are doing better. How scary that must be. :bigarmhug:

You have been doing a great job with Kesler! He's growing great!

I hope you continue to heal physically, mentally, and emotionally. :comfort:

heatherliz2002's picture
Joined: 02/02/08
Posts: 2273

So glad you're doing better! Glad your boys are doing well!

MissyJ's picture
Joined: 01/31/02
Posts: 3214

:lurk: {{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}} What an AMAZING woman and mother you are! I'm so very glad that you were able to reach out to others for help and I'm grateful that you have assembled a good team of doctors/counselors to give you their expert aid. It takes tremendous courage to reach out but each step you are taking is one forward! I know that both your little ones are so fortunate to have you setting their example to face those challenges in life and do what it takes to get through the tough times.

I know you have a terrific group here of ladies here that are happy to offer you their support (and all of our community as you definitely aren't alone!) Count me in as a part of your cheerleading squad!

Please let us know if there is any other way that we can help support you!

~Missy

Joined: 04/24/11
Posts: 1253

I so glad to hear that you are doing better. You have overcome so much and should be so proud of yourself.:bigarmhug::bigarmhug::bigarmhug::bigarmhug:

Hang in there, you are doing great. And yay for growing Kesler so well. On the plus side, Vancouver is doing awesome this year Wink

bamsmom's picture
Joined: 05/05/07
Posts: 1635

Goodness you sure have been through alot. You are one tough Mama! I hope that with your new treatment plan you will continue to improve (hugs) So glad to hear as well that Kesler is doing so good!

indianajones's picture
Joined: 01/21/07
Posts: 1486

Ditto everyone else 100%! It takes a lot of strength to reach out for help. I'm proud of you for doing what you needed to do to be the best mommy you could be for your boys!:bigarmhug:

skylersmomma's picture
Joined: 04/10/11
Posts: 927

Thank you everyone for your support Smile

Roobear's picture
Joined: 03/26/08
Posts: 343

Holy smokes Jen! I am so sorry you've been going through this, but happy that you are getting the help and support you need. I am sure your boys are grateful that their mummy is feeling better. Hang in there! You can do it!

Danifo's picture
Joined: 09/07/10
Posts: 1377

I'm glad you were able to reach out and get the help you needed. It sounds like things are way better now Smile

Joined: 07/12/06
Posts: 831

Wow! You have been through a lot. Glad you have found help and are feeling closer to K now. P.S. Think we need a new pic or two of your chunky fella! Smile

mandi04's picture
Joined: 08/10/03
Posts: 2272

So glad you are doing better! No need to be embarrassed, it's out of your control and you are doing everything you can to get better. I hope that you continue to do well

nori_garsi's picture
Joined: 10/31/06
Posts: 2069

You have been through the ringer, haven't you? I'm glad you're doing better now and have the support you need

skylersmomma's picture
Joined: 04/10/11
Posts: 927

Thanks ladies I will update a pic soon!! I apprecitate the support ladies